This is my world!

2012-01-13T00:50:00.003+08:00

Its been almost half a month into 2012 alrdy man.. N yes I have been busy with parades and more parades, rehearsals and more rehearsals! And finalli its all done! I'm praying hard tt there won't be anymore those big big parades le.. Hahahah..

2012 soo far so good.. Enjoying life, I haven been doing duties luhh.. Its gonna be an awesome year man.. It dawn upon me tt I got to start planning for what I'm gonna do aft I ord in bout 4.5 months time.. Whoo time flies man.. I'm actualli gonna ord soooon.. Thinkin bout those times in bmt, 8sir n now here.. I been through like almost 1 year 8 months alrdy man.. Yes I learnt a lot and at e same time I noe I'm moving away from some stuffs man..

Honestly speaking, I nv expected myself to be moving away, but sometimes I'm realli struggling to stay and ultimately its realli my conviction.. I noe I'm ecpected to do more all tt, and ultimately I will be e one answering for my own decisions.. I got to admit I'm nt doing realli well, and I noe well that being in camp for alternate weekend is not a good enough excuse man..but if u see this keep me in prayers man.. I do appreciate it man..

E other day someone posted this question to me.. "Who r ur close frens now" and I couldn't think of anyone at that instant.. So that person said some names and all I could answer was "we haven realli talked or even met up".. It realli felt like I'm some lost sheep man..sometimes I realli feel like I'm walking alone man.. But I noe I will still be strong.. :) I will still 遇强则强，遇弱还是要强..

I noe I wouldn't noe who's out there reading my blog.. And I noe there are a lot of stuffs tt I can't say here although this blog belongs to me..therefore I think I will just end off here.. If u even think that I'm emoing, I'm not..

2011-12-31T01:47:00.002+08:00

Goodness me! Its e last 24 hrs of 2011 alrdy.. And I realised how time flew past me like a flash.. It felt like yest tt I was spending my last hour of 2010 and 1st hour of 2011 in chong pang camp doing duty with tt jason.. *roll eyes* and its been a year and yet agn.. I'm spending it in camp.. I will be counting down agn in camp without any duties till 3am..

This year had been a realli challenging one for me, both physicalli, mentally and spiritually.. I sld say I went through quite a number of things, and I realli saw a lot of things man.. And I'm totalli glad tt 2012 is cmg in less den 24 hrs time cause I'm onli a few months to freedom..

I'm realli thankful for the ppl ard me and always being dere for me when I realli needed someone to be thr.. I thank God that I'm still surviving luh.. Although that r a lot of times when I dun realli feel like gg to church all tt..

I believe this up cmg year will be a realli exciting one man.. And lots of ppl are getting married! :)

2011-12-28T11:15:00.008+08:00

it was a super long week and i cant believe my leave is gonna come to an end tml nite! omg! happy times just flies huh.. haaa.. im gonna just squeeze everythin into one post cause if not i duno when i will sit down and blog again..

but to be honest i was realli quite "hardworking" ever since i booked out last monday.. visiting kids, inviting em for our christmas party and thur all the way till sunday is all erm serving and attending svc..

da children church candlelight!

and before i could even rest... i had to attend my cousin's wedding on sunday nite..

i got to admit.. i was e least formal among all! too tired to even think what i wana wear..

to even think that i could slp in e following day knowing i was erm dead tired.. i landed myself in JB e nxt day.. spent the whole day dere shoppin and eating.. goodness..

rainbow!

food!

and finally i knocked out for like 11 whole hours.. and i was literalli lazing ard on my bed till 1215pm when i was meeting Joshua in town at 130pm.. its been realli long since i last sat down and just talk about anythin and everythin man.. when we usualli see each other, 80% of e time we are literalli serving soooo its hard to realli sit down and talk.. and i always thank God for this young boy man.. cause whenever i have to catch my kids and he is ard, he will be runnin to get them for me! wahahahaa.. one very sweet helper indeed!

and being soo tired.. i needed my dosage of coffee!
this was obviously taken more den 1 and half yrs ago..

and aft tt.. i went ahead to e other side of orchard to meet up with lijun and mw for movie and dinner...

and i officiali declare tat tdy all the way till i book in tml nite will be my rest day.. i need to catch up with my slp too!! hahahha

2011-12-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

haven had much time to blog lately.. although i can access to e net easily but... laziness has gotten into me luh basically..

and sooooo... on e 11th of nov.. NP POS 2007 very first couple, jessel and jieyi, to get married!! hahaha.. its been 5 years since we had e large scale emerge and i realised its been 5 yrs alrdy! it was a realli good excuse for alot of us to come together man.. since aft POS tat year.. we were all busy in our own ways.. some of us backslided, some became leaders.. and we are not young anymore! i kinda miss all of em thou..

i realised i have quite a number of weddin invitations lately.. and my sincere apologies if i cant make it.. cause i realised 80% of e dates falls on e weekends im in camp.. -.-: i realli wished i could be there to celebrate the joyous occation with u guys man but my offs and leaves are limited! but my prayers are with u guys! =)

2011-12-02T16:50:00.003+08:00

There's this place that I used to love to mount.. I dun even rmb whens e last time I mounted here.. But this time I'm here.. E feel is totalli different.. I don't like it.. To me its just another mount nearer to ORD-ing.. And I nv thought of stirring any shit here stabbing my own frens here..

Feeling realli sian when I came and what's worst was when someone came to me and went "so u here to spy on us rite! Tell us who sent u to spy us...." I totalli couldn't believed what my own so called fren said tt straight to me..

Well honestly speaking.. I nv ever thought that would come but I nvr ever will do that to my own frens here.. So what's ur prob here? Do feel free to think tt way if u think tt thrs a reason tt I suddenly come back here, this onli prove tt u don't noe me well enough.. Tts all! I don't realli care.. Cause I'm leaving this place in half a yrs time.. So who cares.. Hahaahaha

他的风筝

2011-12-02T01:26:00.002+08:00

就到这里分手　
安慰的话别说
我会记得你给我的美好
从此不再寻找　
不再轻易拥抱
别管我的感受　
别怕伤害了我
飞翔如果是你要的自由
我怎能不放手　
不愿让你牵挂我的寂寞
你的掌心你的温柔　
点燃了我点燃了寂寞
别管我松开手心有多痛
只要你幸福迎风　
我愿意沈默
我愿放开双手　
给你自由给你梦
给你宽阔天空飞翔放纵
你说爱他灵魂
为他牺牲是认真
你是他的风筝　
该由他来心疼
别管沈默的我　
孤独的我怎麽过
你要珍重自己好好生活
我愿美丽风筝　
快乐天真去遨翔
就算我一个人孤独荒凉

Recently I was watching SCV and they were repeating 超級星光大道5 and it realli caught my attention.. Thou I didn't manage to catch every single episode, I still manage to catch a lot of parts on youtube.. And I realli thought this season's contestants were just awesome! Although I didn't watch e other seasons.. Like e winner 孫自佑 just has a certain charisma that realli attract ppl to pay attention to him.. He sang this song during one of the episode and I was touched by it man.. Hahaha..so I decided to paste e link below! Hahaa..and I'm blogging via my fone so there's a lot of things I can't do! Still I like his vocal range! :)
http://m.youtube.com/watch?gl=US&hl=en&client=mv-google&v=DtdESJzWa9k

2011-11-19T00:24:00.004+08:00

第17届新加坡金曲 Music Is Life:
最佳作词：梁文福(倔强）
最佳作曲：林俊杰（她说）
最佳组合：Super Junior M
最佳乐团：MP 魔幻力量
最受欢迎新人：胡夏
最受欢迎电视金曲：我爱他（丁当）
F&N fruit tree fresh 新实力歌手：严爵
Bioskin 最佳造型：何维建
最佳本地歌手：Olivia Ong
最佳创作歌手：严爵（不孤独）
飞跃大奖：林宥嘉
最佳演绎男歌手：萧敬腾
最佳演绎女歌手：张惠妹
年度顶尖金曲：当冬夜渐暖(孙燕资）
最受欢迎新人:倪安东
最受欢迎男歌手：何维健
最受欢迎女歌手：孙燕姿
最受欢迎团体：飞轮海
年度专辑大奖：美妙生活（林宥嘉）
最佳专辑制作人：孙燕姿、李伟菘、李思菘、Kenn C（是时候）
亚洲传媒大奖：孙燕姿
流行乐坛，荣誉大奖：伍思凯

2011-11-18T23:52:00.005+08:00

Last sat I attended 第17届新加坡金曲奖 at indoor stadium.. I tot it was a blast luhh!! Dere were quite a number of celebrities that attended the event like 丁當、何維健、龔芝怡、邱意淋, 林宥嘉, 孫燕姿,鄭可為 and of course quite a number more.. Had a lot of fun in it and laugh non stop and listening to e singers sing realli let me 陶醉 in e songs..

Paiseh for all e mix language man.. Hahahaha.. Just enjoy e pic man..

2011-11-06T01:34:00.002+08:00

Came across this pic and I seriously thought tt Patrick is realli sweet! I thank God tt he realli place frens that loves me in my life man.. :)

潘嘉丽-说不哭

2011-11-03T19:59:00.001+08:00

我懂说分手的难处
冷静看着你把话说出
好让你觉得我没那么在乎
其实你不说我能感触
虽然我装作糊涂
提到她你的眼神已明显已不再专注

这一路　每一步
都走得太辛苦　爱到不了幸福
是我们没有认路的天赋
她让我看清楚
这旅途　每一步
都走得太辛苦　爱终究走到迷途
决定祝福　我会算数
就像当初说要爱你　给了全部
说不哭　眼泪却止不住
毕竟曾拥有过你一段路
决定祝福　我会算数
就像当初说要爱你　给了全部

2011-11-02T03:33:00.002+08:00

Just started with my duty.. Just looking at e sky.. It realli look super beautiful.. With e clouds and e stars.. Wished I had a camera to capture the moment man.. I guess its been a habit since a year and half ago the first stars I look for are the orion stars.. It just reminds me of the days I spent in Tekong.. Looking at e sky at 5 plus in e morning.. Spending e nights in e shellscrape and barsha tent during field camp with my buddy and e bunk mates.. I miss those times man.. Got a chance to have a short 5mins catchup with da buddy 2 weeks ago.. And he is in walluby now.. Praying for him man! Realli appriciate the short catchup man.. :)

Got a pic from e net! :)

2011-11-01T04:29:00.004+08:00

Last friday I won a pair of tix to Yes 933 Music is life 现场音乐 party at 15mins cafe at laselle on sat.. Of course it took me by surprised cause I wasn't expecting to win it.. Hahaha

Going there on sat knowing that e onli person I know on stage except the DJ is only Tay Kewei.. Haha.. But still.. It was realli awesome spending 1 hour plus listening to e 4 ladies singing.. With pizzas and drinks.. And how often can I spend my saturdays doin this kind of thin man.. Hahaha..

From left to right: Tay kexin, Tay Kewe,Qiu yi lin and chen lixin

2011-10-21T12:13:00.003+08:00

Its been almost a month since I last pop by this page.. And out of a sudden I tot of blogging and have a short update of my B-O-R-I-N-G life.. Haa

I tot life has been realli mandane in camp doing e same things over and over again.. Duties and more duties.. But about a month ago I went for range! It was realli bad luhh.. I still remember back den I was realli "sick" for a super long period of time.. Flu for a week den gastric daily for 2 weeks and den flu for a week again.. How sucky can it get man.. Had ippt and I think I did realli badly for 2.4 run.. Ahaha..

Apart from that I realli thank God for the chances to meet up with some ppl tt I haven seen or chill with for a thousand and one yrs! Hahahaa.. Many things changed but at least I thank God tt a lot of dem are movin forward man..

And I realli thank God for favour that I can take leave for childrens say man.. Almost couldn't take it man.. And children day was just awesome! Totalli loved the performamce man!!

Did I even say I was super excited for the liverpool Vs Man U match last week.. For e first time in my life I was soo excited for football and of course I was supporting Man U!!

E 3 Man U fans in 9-10!

Tts about it.. Life sucks when I'm stuck in camp for the weekend!

2011-09-25T00:49:00.002+08:00

Here I am sitting at e santry post at sembawang airbase, stoning away.. Trying to survive feeling like I'm realli gonna die soon.. E flu bugs all tt are literalli flying ard in e rest room.. E only thin I knew was once I stepped into the rest room.. I caught e bug alrdy..sigh..

Can't imagine I have literalli one and half day to go before booking out.. And e bug are killing all of us man..

If u soo happen to see this post.. Do say a short prayer for me man.. Thank you very de much lea.. :)

2011-09-08T15:41:00.003+08:00

time flew by and its september already and im left with 9 months in ns.. goshh

lifes getting a lil suckier with the new officer in camp.. so life in camp is realli getting worst.. goshh.. like totalli..

missing out on alot of stuffs while im in camp since i will spend one weekend in camp every 2 weeks.. soo im literalli missing lots of stuffs outside man.. sucks being in ns.. on side note im still thankful for the spending 2 days or so in camp and i will have my off which makes time pass faster..

other then tat lifes doing quite good when i book out.. hahaha.. with all sorts of meeting up with people and celebrations.. hahhahaa..

e sleeping habits are getting better.. sleeping slightly more and alsoat the same time i think i gained quite abit of weight.. hahahhaa.. result of some people laughing at the stomach.. haa

with tat zhishen who claimed tat he is a nice guy to have lunch with me..
together with hiero! he is definitely one sweet boy.. =)
with bryan.. he is like 13 yrs my fairfield junior.. goshh.. now i think im old!

2011-08-21T00:05:00.003+08:00

I suppose this post is like long overdued..

Chc celebrated her 22nd anniversary last weekend..

This is realli a place i can realli call home luhh.. Thank God for CHC, a place where i have spent the last 7-8 yrs in and where i have grown so much, learning to deal with different things with life and also the people who stood by me whenever i needed them.. and of course who on earth would have even thought im serving in the children ministry in church man.. even tat Joel Loke my fren since primary school tat im still in contact with got a shock when he heard im a sunday school teacher..

soo just wana say THANK YOU CHC and Happy ANNIVERSARY! =)

dress code for children church was uniform! haa soo here i am wearing fairfield's uniform agn! =)
The ex students with the current teacher in Fairfield!
e cg

2011-07-15T03:05:00.002+08:00

I ought to have finish this post maybe half an hour ago.. Just that I attempted to type in chinese but my fone just refuse to let me to..

Yes I'm back in camp, attempted to slp since 12 plus but till now I'm still super wide awake..

Just lying here, listening to e songs playing through my itouch.. Somehow I just started thinking bout the things that happened last month..

I realised tt everythin tt happened made me stronger.. Made me realised who are e ones tt are realli thr for me when I needed them.. I'm realli thankful that God place all this here man.. It was realli a humbling season man.. I myself also can't believe tt I actualli ate e humble pie apologise for somethin I didn't do and actualli attempted to talk to e person and he just stood up and walk off without saying a word and I didn't lose my temper at all..
逞强 by 插班生 was seriously like e song tt best describe how I felt man..

I knew e whole month I was trying very hard to stand up.. To stay strong, to put on a smile infront of ppl.. Its hard.. Some frens knew I was trying to 逞强 and they were there to lend me their ears and just be thr for me.. Realli wana thank those peeps that were there for me man.. Especialli yongxiang.. This poor boy neglected his slp just to sit beside me and hear me rant. And just kept quiet to hear me rant from day to nite.. And peeps like ZM, Benjamin, Constance for all e advices u guys gave man..

Moving out alrdy.. I still miss e times tt me n this friend spent.. Someone tt nv fails to make me laugh.. Someone whom I realli thank God for placing in my life for that season.. :)

2011-06-28T03:09:00.002+08:00

Since I have nothing better to do.. I shall blog..

Honestly speaking I'm quite sick and tired of talking about what's going on between this friendship alrdy..

Im sick and tired of having someone coming trying to "help" when there's an obvious biasness in his intention.. I'm sick of repeating myself over and over again tt the problem doesn't lie in me cause its e other party who decided to walk out in e first place.. So stop being an idiot and push everythin to me saying I wasn't being open with my life or whatever.. Cause to be honest I'm not held accountable to u man.. So I doubt I need to account to u to whatever things tt happen in my life..

我做东西只要对的起自己，对的起耶稣就够了.. So y not just move on luh.. All I can say is I did whatever I could le so what u wan me do now? Come on luh.. Its time to grow up luh.. We r not young anymore.. If u wana to run away from the prob but at e same time can't let go tts ur own prob alrdy so don't make it mine luh.. I would say this friendship didnt even have a strong foundation in e first place.. Tts y when things happened it broke.. Get it?

So will this few of u stop coming to me asking what's going on and whatever.. Its e past alrdy.. I have more things to do, think about rather den dwelling in such stuffs.. Remember LOT's wife man.. Waahahah

2011-06-13T11:30:00.001+08:00

我就是这样不容易被打倒，你能拿我怎样？

2011-06-11T20:12:00.002+08:00

I got to admit I was realli struggling to stay alive this 2 weeks man.. Tot everythin would be much better this week.. But sad to say when I went back to came.. I realised I got stabbed quite a number of times luhh.. And e nxt thin I noe.. This realli close fren of mine just changed for God noes y.. In e sense like whatever things I say he will just get pissed for no apprent reason.. And within e range of one day we just became "strangers".. I duno how to put it luh but in short I was just super overwhelmed by the amount of thins that happened this 2 weeks..

Seriously in e range of 2 weeks 遍体鳞伤的我一直在撑着.. Putting up a strong front when I totalli feel like I'm gonna break..

I just played this worship "out of your hands" and before I knew anything Gods presence just came into my room and I literalli broke down like never before..just poured everythin out to him for e next one hour.. Felt much better aft tt man..

And of course I got to say this luhh.. Frens just come and go.. And I realli got to say think its time to put down this frenship le luh and move on le man..

Chen weilun! Just wana tell ya tt u have realli been an awesome fren luhh.. I will nv forget what u did to me at the hotspring when u first came in.. Tt thin u did which almost drove me crasy.. Always being there to let me scold u for no reason when I was gg through some stuffs and can still smile.. Duno how u ever did tt man.. Always doing all sorts of super wuliao stuffs to make ppl laugh.. Thanl God for u in my life this season for making me a way stronger person man.. Hahaha.. Ok its starting to sound like some tw idol drama alrdy.. Hahahah

Let's just see what's coming up for me man.. :D

2011-06-06T13:52:00.002+08:00

since its my blog sooo im not gonna care and rant here.. bugg off if u think u wont like it or something and start lecturing me saying when i rant to u, it spoils friendships.. and i dont give a DAMN about it..

i admit i didnt have the most fantastic week man.. like seriously..

it all started with 2 person who started quarreling cause of one side being offended by e other side teasing him bout some stupid stuff and blasted at him on face book.. tat i WU YUAN WU GU got dragged into the pic for no freaking reason.. with 3 extras who added oil into fire.. both side had a bigger misunderstanding and both side thinks tat im siding the other party when i was obviously NOT.. tell me about e feeling and i had to spend the whole day trying to make peace luhh..

and den friday came and another quarrel broke out infront of me cause of my speaker.. -.-: thankfulli it was onli a short one and easily cool em down luhh..

the thin tat realli got me realli irritated is this guy whom was quite close to me afew months back decided to walk out and i moved on luhh.. soo just last week he decided tat the other guy tat he tried to befriend and treat as a super close fren "stabbed" him at the back all tat and decided to walk back into my life without any notices..

and the thin about him is tat he acted as if nothing happened and we were still as close as ever when i DIDNT feel the same way luhh.. and he was being freaking rude to just take my fone to surf the net when i left it on the table or something, taking my itouch to use without even seeking attention or even say anythin.. for goodness sake luhh have some manners luhh.. and the thin tat realli pissed me off big time is he borrowed my adidas shoes for soccer and the pair of shoes came back black! and i was obviously not veri happy about it and he went "SO WHAY U WAN ME TO DO ABOUT IT".. eh come on luhh not even a sorry when u dirtied my stuff arr.. so much for complaining bout soo much freaking stuffs.. seriously im already on the verge of losing my temper on u so back off! im sorry to tell u tat im God or somethin and i need time to adjust for having u in my life again cause i have long gotten used to NOT having u in my life luhh.. so stop acting like u are super close to me already and things wont be the same anymore luhh to be honest..

ok luh i have finished rantin already..

2011-05-28T01:37:00.002+08:00

Life hasnt been fantastic lately i would say luhh..

honestly speaking i wasnt doing realli well in e sense and let some stuffs affected me like BIG time.. tat i allowed emotions to take over..hahaha..

till the other day God asked me.. "sooo have u finished playing? do u think u wana come back already?" and it became a wake up call and he literalli dealt with the things with me man..

spent the whole of last weekend soaking in Gods presence like nv before man.. and realli spent alot of time talking to him.. finding back the first love and being back on fire is just an awesome feeling luhh.. he realli comforted me and i realli thank God that he is always there for me when i needed him man.. i truely believe that there will be more and more exciting things that will be coming up man.. like moving on to something new man.. making decisions about some stuffs and im realli excited about it man..

2011-05-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

I seriously think I have been neglecting this bloog of mine man.. Life have been pretty much e same luhh.. What else can u expect from a typical NSF man..

Duties are seriously getting a lil boring luhh.. Can't imagine I still have one more year of doing the same thing man.. Haha.. But I seriously thank God for the people there that realli make things much better man.. Doing all the super wuliao things in camp tt I guess we won't do outside luhh.. Talk bout the most wuliao things on earth man.. And play games that we have been playing for the past half a year and nv get bored of it.. And seriously life won't be e same without em man.. Haha.. Doing different things with different ppl.. Forever borrowing others bb in camp to go online.. Learn more about soccer man.. If u know me.. I totalli dislike soccer/football.. Hahah..

I seriously think that every time I'm sick.. I will become super restless and cranky.. And slp like nobodys business man.. Machiam no life and energy drained like nobodys business man.. But apart for that I drink a lot more cold drinks and eat a lot more friend food man.. E yi du gong du idea is gonna make tan weilun kill me man.. He has been niaming me, chasing me to slp whenever possible in camp man.. Haha..

After doing a 'survey' lately with quite a number of ppl tts ard me lately..
That I seriously don't have an innocent face man(which I honestly think I have).. And a lot ppl just think I have a cheeky, playful and beng face lor..(I think otherwise).. And e typical answer that ppl give me when I ask for first impression is playful, outspoken, extrovert, beng.. (I seriously think I'm quite introvert honestly).. But no matter what I still love e way I am now luhh..

Ohh I have to clarify tt I am NOT attached luhh.. I will cut the explaination y e status suddenly change luhh.. Hahaha.. And seriously if I ever get into a real bgr.. I will announce it out de.. Haa

2011-04-12T01:57:00.002+08:00

Time to blog agn while waiting for my fone to be charged so tat i can get to bed and ya get ready for FREE CONES Day tml..

update bout life.. i guess lifes been rather e same more or less except the fact tat deres no more duties at chong pang camp except for prowling luhh.. e new guys came in and one of em is a total joke! hahaha.. i cant believed tat i actualli got "harassed" by him man.. nice guy luhh.. as u can see he thinks tat i rocks! hahahahaha.. duties are pretty much e same.. enjoying life and attempting to get myself fatter man.. and a stupid lump on my leg luhh.. but its better alrdy..

literalli got afew wake up calls for some stuffs and ya its time to get my life right agn man. felt like i have been stagnent there for the longest time ever alrdy.. time to do something bout it huh..

i think tts all for now before i start writing rubbish agn cause im too tired and mind isnt working at all luhh

2011-03-14T14:17:00.002+08:00

I didnt have exactly a very good week last week.. It totalli felt like it was realli living hell for me..

problems came after another and feeling like im gonna get torn apart.. the feeling was just horrible luh.. so i was talking over the fone with someone e other day and yea he was realli being nice and realli reminded me tat we are actualli moving to suntec this weekend and he said this to me "u think the devil is gonna sit there and do nothing bout it arr?" and it just hit me all of a sudden and i knew right away tat i sld not dwell in all the negativity anymore.. prayed and "throw" everythin to God it never felt better anyway..

of course like things got better and i realli thank God for e ppl that were realli being there to hear me rant about every single thing tat happened man.. i shall not talk bout what other things tat happened but i realli almost got myself into deep shit last nite..

and im totalli beliving tat this week is just gonna be an awesome week cause WE ARE MOVIN TO SUNTEC THIS WEEKEND.. and lots of exciting things will be happening! ;)

2011-03-10T10:44:00.002+08:00

life has been realli i tot good except the fact bout some ppl tat are realli troubling me.. hahaha..

some random guy whos always quite talkative.. or rather if u put him together with me he is NOT talkative at all.. started EMOing on e last week of feb after a 1 whole week of quarrel and i think dey landed breaking up with his gf.. and of course some emo stuffs.. of course i was the probably the 1st and the onli person who realised it in camp and prob the onli person who realised tat he teared in a corner of his bunk in e middle of the nite.. everyone started to realised it aft me but nobody dared to say anythin bout it.. and he knew very clearly i would be there if he needed someone to talk to.. 3 days later i met him again and he was putting up a smile all tat, and a week ago exactly he basicalli showed some stupid attitude to me which im realli trying to be MORE graceful with.. and everyone was realli amused by how this friendship just suddenly turned soo sour when deres basicalli nothing tat happened between the both of us.. i purposely choose the duty tat i wouldnt do with him knowing my realli BAD temper.. i would just scold him and make him wake up his idea. and before i noe it his duty was changed and he was stuck with me for 4 whole hours.. and aft the 4 hours i was amused by myself cause i broke a new record cause previously someone realli irritated me to e max and i onli spoke 2 sentences to him and tat 4 hours with him, we didnt have a SINGLE word to each other.. everyone was realli shocked.. cause he speaks to everyone else but not a single word from both of us were just something new.. but i can sae is... if i realli did something wrong, which i can assure tat i totalli DID NOT.. IM SORRY!

anyway aft all the stupid things tat happened, someone was just casualli talking to me and he said this.. "i think u sld realli go think about it cause i seriously haven seen someone tat is soo friendly and nice like u and nv seen someone tat is soo giving man.. always like treating ppl stuffs all tat.. dont u think ppl will take advantage of u mehh especialli tat guy tat is quite close to u. cause it felt realli unfair to u cause he realli seems to be like getting some of ur "glory" by the things u did and e standard u set" and he went on "Do u think he will be there for u when u realli needed help all tat?".. i was super firm with my stand bout being there for ppl, being friendly and making frens came from my heart although i know i can realli be quite bitchy sometimes.. and likes to tease ppl.. and bout the blessing ppl's part.. i just bless ppl once in awhile when i have e finance and like e wish tat i made this year.. its simple.. tat i wan everyone ard me to be happy rite..
till tat question.. i was lost for words at first but aft thinking through.. im totalli fine if he is there for me or not but all i can sae is in my heart i know tat GOD is always there for me and its more den enough luh.. and of course i certainly can confirm tat i DO HAVE FRENS tat will be there for me when i needed ppl to be there for me.. =)

enough of the super long post and it realli felt like some super emo week till now.. but i will be alright!

2011-03-01T02:23:00.005+08:00

I seriously had an realli AWESOME birthday.. Hahhaaa.. i guess i ought to be slping now cause im realli shag but it wouldnt hurt abit if i blogged before i turn in..

to cut the longg story short.. i was realli touched by everyone who wished me Happy Birthday through SMS, calls, FB, Twitter or even Face to face and also those who even bought presents all tat for me.. I TOTALLI APPRECIATE IT ALOT MAN..

realli had lots of pleasant surprises and realli received things from ppl whom i realli didnt expect to receive from like Hequn blessed me with a meal, the "couple" ear stud from my 'fav spec' xinyi(apprently he bought one for me and one for himself), shirt from lester and gabriel, vouchers from kgoon and the list realli went on and on... and i totalli felt realli realli blessed man.. U guys were realli realli realli SWEET luh..

of course the main highlight apart the fact tat i took leave cause its my BIRTHDAY was we had the last svc at expo man.. cant believe tat 5 years just went past in a blink man.. it felt like yest went we just moved here man.. haa.. looking back.. i realised i've grown alot man.. haha..

No doubt he is one Mr Nice Guy! Qun!
Sat expo 10-12 peeps..=)
Mr up-to-no-good
Greg and Jessel!
Ice Cream with Jerrome and jiahao.. =)
With Merv!
and this is the COOLEST cake ever man!

2011-02-23T19:20:00.003+08:00

i guess i realli haven been spending alot of time infront of my laptop... its like i will be going out whenever im at off.. haaa

life have been realli awesome luhh.... think everythings tts happening in my life was realli awesome and fun luh..
been hanging at orchard quite often lately..whenever i book out which is about every 2 to 3 days... i will be in town luh.. hahaha...

fun filled duties in camp.. like having someone who was soo blur who cant even tell the difference between a cheese and a plain prata. and ate up my cheese prata.. and the prata was charged at 3 bucks per prata.. WAHAHA.. and disturbing ppl big time man.. and do all sorts of super funnie stuffs.. tts life in army man.. hahaha..

CNY was spent in camp.. half day off on first day.. it was crap luh seriously..

received my first birthday present from the closest person to me in camp.. which realli touched my heart man.. he was literalli being veri sweet cause last friday we went out sourcing a present for someone.. and he literalli told me tt he wants to buy capitaland mall vouchers for his fren.. and i totalli believed him when it was for me larr.. and we had a realli erm funnie conversation tt i wont say out here before i was realli convince tat it was for me luhh.. cause i was realli not expecting anything from him luh.. i realli thank God for placing realli sweet ppl in my life man.. haa..

weekends were always a blast.. i got a pleasant surprise to have pst phil in church agn.. hahhaa.. and den Pui zai's birthday party.. and shao mu with lots of catching up with my cousins all tat man..

and 3 more days to turning 22 man.. i realised tt im NOT young anymore luh.. haha

SY zone leaders at Jo's place..
the onli xin jiao there @ pui zai's birthday.. =)<
some peeps that were there.. =)

i noe i noe.. pui zai is NOT fat at all luh.. its just through a conversation and ya the nickname was given to him by me.. and onli i call him tt.. HAHA..

blog agn.. =)

2011-01-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ive realised tt i have been realli much neglecting this blog of mine.. Soo therefore im gonna post a quick update of my life in 2011 man..

It all started with having to do duty with this pes E guy with a super gu niangs voice for the 1st hour of 2011.. *pardon me for using such a mean phrase! But if u realli hear his voice u will noe wad i mean, and he realli cries easily!* apprently e 2 hrs duty from last hour of 2010 to first hour of 2011 became a torture and horror man.. It all started with him askin lots of realli dumb questions to him takin my phone suddenly and miss call himself without my knowledge which totallo gave me a shock and smsing me telling me 'nights' which is like totalli gay when tt sms came out of nowhere.. Soon tt incident became a joke to everyone cause he onli did tt to me luh.. Gosh.

Other than that duties are rather normal with alot of jokes coming out
Man..and of course doing duties with some ppl are just awesome man.. We just come out with all sorts of funnie things to play man.. Its realli been an awesome 2011 till now and im still enjoying life as ever ma .. With all e shopping sprees and ya almost got mistaken as a gay due to what my closest fren did to me when we went shopping once.. Haha.. Having samuel tan coming to me telling me that im e best teacher in e world realli melts my heart man.. To catching a veribad flu from tt close fren of mine.. To the mount tt we just ended.. Is one sergeant and 3 other men went frog catching in e middle of the nite in e rain was totalli a joke man.. Tt marks my exciting janruary man.. I believe feb is gonna be good man cause its my birthday month man.. Hahahaha.. Blog agn!! :)

2010-12-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

To me 2010 realli flew by at a blink...

No doubt tt there were lots of transitions, lots of things that happened.. But nonetheless its realli an awesome year..it all started with my grandmother passing away at e start of the year.. It was seriously crasy cause I remember tt its like e first day of schh and tt totalli caught me off guard man..

den it was e final exam for poly in feb which is totalli crap cause e last ppr is on my 21st birthday! How great! Left ben and jerrys and of course I spend 2 whole weeks celebratin my birthday.. Hahaha.. Slacked till easter and den finalli e letter came for my enlistment.. I totalli didn't know what to expect at the point of time man.. To be happy or sad.. Mixture feelings grew stronger as the day drew nearer.. Hahaha..

And den 3rd june came and I got stuck at tekong for that 2 weeks.. Adjusted realli well.. Realised tt my buddy is born on e same year same month and same day as me.. And e most gay thin is tt we fell ill on e same day.. And we jokingly said tt we sld die on e same day.. Haha..

Went through weeks of training.. And finalli I injured my back and things began to change.. Quarreled big time with tt someone and we eventualli drew apart from each other.. And enjoyed my days in tekong doing all sorts of crap, and been so long since I lead a stress free life man.. All I need to do everyday was to exercise all tt and not be stress bout anythin.. Eventualli injured my back again and I was a suspected person who broke his tailbone.. Failed FFI, and had games day, all e different performance and finalli e day came when we did our 24km route march and pop-ed on the marina platform.. And finalli e posting came and I felt super sad.. Cause I was soo determined to get into sispec or ocs.. 6 weeks of trainin to become RP.. And finalli I got my posting yet again to sembawang airbase to slack my way through..

I believe this upcoming year I'm gonna do more stuffs man.. And I'm gonna make a come back to visit the children.. Yes u saw it.. Hahahah.. And I need to save up! Hahaha.. Stop here! Blog next year! Ciaos

2010-12-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

Its been almost a month since i last blogged man..

Truely quite an entertaining month for me.. Going into the new camp which i tot it realli sucks.. cause it eats up 1 weekend every 2 weeks.. soo it means i gonna miss church once every 2 weeks all e way till i ord man.. apart from tt i tot everything there is still quite ok with quite a number of nice ppl and ONE weird guy who keeps talking and laughing to himself like every other min.. and i work 2 and half days and get a day and half of off.. so yea.. i have been heading to town every book out man.. meeting up with different peeps..

soo now i will just let the pics do all the talking.. =)

Pastor Eileen's wedding =)

and leaders appreciation!

2010-11-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

past 2/3 weeks has been quite erm exciting i guess.. apart frm getting my marksman.. deres Pastor Eileen's wedding..

was talking to my ex bunk mate in e cookhouse... he commented tat the last pull up for him to pass his ippt came too late.. if not he would have passed in BMT and got into command sch.. i looked at him and said this.. well my medical appointment came too late as well.. but well we need to move on with life alrdy luhh..

ya i would have think its quite wasted.. but to me now.. i think as long as i have to time to spend with the ppl i love, do whatever i like, attend svc and serve.. and of course my relationship with God is most impt.. =) sooo CALVIN NG.. y would u even think i will be angry if u cross over to OCS from sispec man.. i will be happy for u man.. u are still my close fren no matter wad luhh..

soo i seriously think its time for me to make a come back on some stuffs luh.. i duno luh.. i was holding the specialist letter on my hand aft my appt yest.. tot to myself.. do i realli want to give e letter or wad and appeal? i concluded tat im not gonna do it.. i need to move on with my life..

ok luh im gonna stop here at e moment.. upload pics all tat agn

2010-11-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

Shall blog while I wait for stand by area.. Hahaha.. Its been 3 and half weeks since I came into this place.. Of course with frens its slightly better.. But the management still realli sucks big time.. Why? Cause all we do most of the time is to wait and wait.. And waste my life away man.. And I'm super physicalli unfit now luh.. I tried standing board jump and I barely pass now.. Gosh.. Need to train up myself before ippt comes man.. Else I can forget bout appealing man..

Things that I have done here till now.. I tried intimediate close combat, m16 shoot, machine gun shoot, urban ops.. And talks and more talks los.. Boring rite.. Cause we can do nothin else but to stare into ank space while waiting.. Haa..the only thing that is good about here is tt I can bring all kinds of charger to charge my stuffs.. Haha.. Play ds all tat.. Hahaha.. Slightly more freedom den bmt.. But still I love tekong more man.. Still miss the life there..

I'm looking for long weekend this week man!! Ahahaha..

2010-10-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

One week into the new posting.. I'm still super sians about the whole new posting man.. The whole week was literalli sitting there waiting for time to past.. Sighh..
Everytime ppl ask bout postings all tt.. It seriously felt like rubbing salt into the wound especialli when ppl just tell me about so and so getting into command sch.. And I missed my chance previously cause of me being stupid to declare that I have specialist appointment.. And I was forfeited from it cause I requested for that stupid mri scan.. Sighh.. What I can do now is realli get officer's recommendation man.. Pray hard I can realli get into it even with the smallest chance to get into command school.. So if u are reading this u are to PRAY for me ya.. The current posting is seriously a waste of my time.. Sit there look into space waiting for training..

I finalli understood What ppl tell me about tekong life I'd like the best life and I realised that its realli so true.. I miss the life there.. The ppl there.. I miss linus' jokes, the bunkmates presence and lot more ppl man.. Hahahaha..
I desperately wan to get into command school man.. At least life is much better man

2010-10-08T00:20:00.003+08:00

I must say.. the whole week's feeling was kinda of weird.. kinda aimless.. if you have talked to me this few days i will still tell u the same thing man.. I TOTALLI MISS TEKONG LIFE.. IN DRAGON COY MAN.. with all the guys ard, fighting and exercising along with them.. getting punished together.. I miss the times where every morning, someone will just on the lights and wake me up and squeezing with the platoon mates in the toilet to wash up.. den someone who had fall in will shout for us to fall in.. going down seeing all the other coy mates.. have 5BX den going for breakfast and back to bunk to lepak before first parade.. den at 8-10am for 1st lesson.. 10-1130am the 2nd lesson den lunch and lepak again till 1.30 for 3rd and 3.30pm for 4th lesson before we get to go for dinner.. and den back to coy line its RO and its either OTOT exercise or back to bunk when everyone will fight to go bath first and aft tat running up to platoon 3 to talk calvin, bernard and xiuming.. and other peeps luh.. back to bunk to do my QT and be on the phone.. and look forward to book out on fridays and booking in on sundays.. tats life for me for the past 17 weeks man.. of course inbetween dere were times when we had rehearsals for NE, Talks and soo on.. i would say i totalli miss this kind of lifestyle.. the peeps dere.. like the platoon, having ppl ard like bernard, Linus, Ah Boon, Sijia, Flavian, Shaun and alot alot more luhh...

Meanwhile the whole week was literalli going out and more going out to keep myself occupied man.. Monday met up with Section mates the whole day.. Tues i was out having lunch with Jo before going to meet my parents to get my BB and dinner with them, Wed was nuaing till 2 plus, get to Pasir Ris to give BS before gg to coasta sands Pasir Ris for the Platoons BBQ.. and thurs was simply meeting kenneth for lunch and B&J ice cream at my ex work place.. and visitation and dinner.. FRI will be visitation and cg...

The Evil Twin who is born on the same year, month and day as me.. =)
Part of the section that was there on tues..

The peeps dere at the BBQ cum chalet.. =)

Some Pop photos..=)

2010-10-07T00:40:00.005+08:00

Parade Photos..=)

The all time best PS u can ever have man.. =)
A pic with the dirty Gorilla.=)
The Dragon with the Dragon recruits
My all time Cab Kakia.. =)
Me and my Parents.. =)
Zm and Elvin!
me and elaine

2010-10-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

I HAVE OFFICIALLI POP-ED!

after the whole week of rehearsals last week.. i officialli went for the 24km route march from SFT to Changi village to the whole stretch of East Coast Park to Fort Road to Shears Bridge to F1 Pit.. to the whole Graduation Parade at Marina Platform..

yea u saw it.. i think it had been an awesome 17 whole weeks in DRAGON coy.. i think its still the best coy luhh.. it felt like yest when i just got enlisted.. getting to know frens in the section,in the platoon, the commanders and the different peeps in the coy all the way to getting all the OC Physical Trainins, to all the punishments, all the trainins, High Key events, performing in NE, playing Volleyball,being a status personnel for so long was indeed a super memorial one for me.. being in tekong has literalli became part of my life larr..

the whole 17 weeks was filled with alot of ups and downs.. lots of argument with some peeps, to getting to know the fact tat im not fit to get into command school, to being a status personnal cause of my back injury, doing all the saikang, doing lots of funnie stuffs, getting punished for no reason.. i would say i totalli enjoyed most of my days there..

i seriously have lots and lots of ppl to thank man.. soo im gonna write out the whole list with the msges here.. although i doubt dey will read larr but still..

CPT Teo: You have been a realli great example man.. always pushing us to the limit always doing PTs with us.. i will never forget all the OC PTs we had man..

CSM: You have seriously gained alot of my respect just by tat conversation while bookin in aft my appointment on the 20th of August man.. the sudden CSM stand by Field Pack cum IBV 3 days aft Field camp is realli memory man.. and ur favourite phrase "must shout it shakes.."

2LT Harris: My first impression of u is.. WOAH MY PC IS LIKE A SMALL KID! But i gotta sae this.. u are seriously full of knowledge man.. Thanks for constantly looking after all of us man..

1SG SongLee: U ARE THE BEST PS IN THE WHOLE COY MAN! wad else can i say about u man.. u simply ROCKS MAN..

3SG Jake: ONCE AGAIN I GOTTA SAE.. I NV POR U K.. the whole section realli love u TTM lor.. if the section sees this, THEY WILL ALL AGREE TO WHAT I SAY HERE MAN!

3SG Nadjmi: U dirty Gorilla! thanks for all the tips for NE, for looking after us, for doing so much and PMS-ing soo much.. and i will always remember u saying tat u are very particular about time but yet we always have to wait bout 10-15mins for u after our meals man..HAHA

3SG Dragon: All i can say is.. UR NAME IS REALLI COOL!! hahhaa.. the ever soooooo nice sergeant who is always soo suibian man.. HAHA..

Platoon 1: I think Platoon 1 is the best platoon in the whole coy larr.. got to be baised a lil.. hahaha.. u guys simply rocks.. guess we are the slackers tat produce good results man.. hahaa.. still got which other platoon in the coy have 92% passes in IPPT? and we were the onli ones who did it man.. will always remember this motto man "LIKE A SOLDIER".. HAHA..

Section 2: I totalli enjoy the days when we just sit dere blasting music, singing out loud, talking hell lots of crap, eating non stop, "gossiping" about tat Number 3 and other stuffs, laughing at each other, and imitating Number 13 man.. and always carrying the vision of erm being the cleanest section in the whole of platoon.. and i guess we were the onli section tat have the lowest number of mistakes everytime hor.. Thanks for everythin man..

My Buddy MR KOH PS who is also born on the same day as me: EH U! realli wana take this chance to thank you for all the things u did man, constantly looking out for me .. and thanks for losing ur temper soo mani times.. it realli taught me how to be more patience, how to manage things like my temper even better man.. and all the jokes we cracked.. the lame things we did.. if it werent for the first quarrel we had at the gym ar.. i wouldnt have got to know SOOO mani frens in Platoon 3 in a short span of a week! hahaha.. and please do something about ur temper and ur mood swings.. it sucks seriously..

Micheal Siew: HAHAHA.. Thanks for always lending me ur ears man.. the days where we will just talk and talk bout soo mani things and shared bout the things tat we go through on each others bed.. and i will never forget the incident when i was lying on ur bed talking to u when 2LT Harris, 2LT Carlos and 2LT Yiting came in and saw both of us on the same bed aft lights out man.. THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT GREAT FREN!

Calvin Ng: How can i forget u man.. its realli through the quarrel with my buddy tat i didnt realli want to stay in bunk and tats how i got to know u wayy better man.. im always amazed by how u always avail urself, always carry a smile.. always lending me ur ears too! WAHAHAHA.. so much for complaining soo mani things to u every other day.. hahaha.. and lets realli reach out to those peeps in e coy k!

Bernard Loo: EH fren.. can u stop being soooo negative can or not.. realli A BIG THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO ME RANT ABOUT EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN MAN.. i listened to urs too k.. hahaha.. and jiayou in jio-ing that girl k.. and stop being soo wayang larr.. according to what ur platoon mates says.. hahahaa

Pang Xiu Ming: u this SI PAIKA.. stop being soo stubborn can or not ar.. please rest ur legs and stop walking ard without ur crutches already larr.. if not i will realli buy a wheel chair for u and make u sit on it will u recover man.. how serious can ur tat leg get man.. knee cap shifted and damaging ur ligaments at ur feet there.. see larr soo stubborn tat u damage it more le lo.. and till now u still refuse to thank Colonel Chen for helping u soo much on ur status issit.. later he emo how?? hahhaa.. anyway thanks for being a fren tat always showing concern although u were a paika urself too! hahaha

JP:y u zhuo sha shi go be MP and get tat 4 digit pay...this is to tell u tat I WILL NEVER FORGET UR JOKER FACE MAN.. u never fail to make me laugh wheneven u insist on getting xiuwen's number all tat.. hahaha.. ur face just simply makes me laugh most of the time.. Rmb our deal on meeting to exercise man.. hahaa..

Linus: u are seriously the joke lar.. who else sat right behind me in the cookhouse when i first got to know u and turned ard and squeezed my chest when i was eating which stunned everyone man.. and having to bite one mouth of apple and put it on my tray for me to finish the apple.. and u and ur rubbish simply nv fail to cheer me up.. although sometimes it kinda became quite irritating.. hahhaa.. rock on man..

the Volleyball team: U guys simply rock the whole house down by being the most BOCHAP players in the whole court man.. hahaha.. i simply love training with u guys man.. it was seriously fun and its been ages since i last touched volleyball man.. all the jokes we cracked while playing and the funnie stuns we did..

the NE CREW: i think u guys simply made everyone laugh till they drop off from they seats when they watched our production man.. A BIG THANK YOU for working soo hard.. the logistic team to put up with all the nonsense given by someone, Video team for rushing out the video in such a short timing, the back stage crew who helped soo much and all the actors.. U GUYS ROCKS LARR..

i think tats all for now larr.. anyway.. I MISS TEKONG ALREADY!! hahahaa.. life in Dragon coy simply rocks lar.. I will be proud to say tat im from Dragon 0310 batch and i got to sae tat it was indeed a veri memoriable experience to be in this coy and being the first batch of peeps to march on mainland and having our GP on the marina platform man.. i will upload the pics the next post.. =)

2010-09-26T01:26:00.002+08:00

some updates on my life..

this 2 weeks didnt realli went well with the fact i got "disqualified" from getting into command sch.. just because of me requesting for a MRI scan for my back.. how dumb.. and i literalli quarrelled with the MO in tat room.. the feeling just sucks whenever ppl ask about where i intend to go..

Was rushing the whole NE presentation the whole 2 weeks.. i tot everyone seriously done a great job although all of us were soooo tired out by the whole thing.. and i still had to teached them about their various roles in the whole drama one by one.. the whole performance was filled withs lots and lots of laughter.. and e 2 roles i acted was a very easy role to act.. the ah beng and a girl.. i have never acted in such extreme roles before in just one drama luh.. all i can realli sae is u guys are seriously awesome luhh..

ohh we had OC evening tat nite.. which we literalli laughed the whole evening laughing at all the performance.. the 2 wigs were literalli used by the NE presentation den passed to all the platoons to use as props.. we just had a great laugh.. games day the next day literalli got me even darker.. and i literalli look more like malay now.. *faint*

and we had our recruits evening which got us partying all nite.. its been sooooo long since i realli party and not care bout any other things man..

i was thinking back the past 16 weeks.. i tot its realli the part of my life where i realli got strengthen alot emotionalli.. probs tat i have never faced for a thousand and one years.. where my patience lvl was tested to the max.. facing different ppl.. learning how to communicate with them.. getting to know lots and lots of ppl.. i think i will miss the times where i run up to platoon 3 to talk to calvin.. and play with the ppl there.. and having everyone who walk past us when we are talking go.. EH U ARE UP HERE AGAIN!.. the frens tat i always play with.. all the funnie funnie things that we do together.. having linus to shout out EH U SLIP DISC!! from afar.. havin the volleyball team to train for volleyball together.. havin to laugh at alot alot of things especialli JP's face.. climbing onto ppls bed and talk about everything.. having to disturb tat to PAIKA when dey walk together.. hahaha.. and of course going through all the things together..

ohh before i end.. ohh BERNARD!! U haven tell me wad the doc told u!!! if u need to make my leg become a pigs leg like urs and xiuming's.. and me breaking ur tailbone! so tat we can miss the 24km march together!! hahahaa.. rmb our deal k!

2010-09-12T00:15:00.003+08:00

this week was seriously a much better week except for the fact that my back is still injured.. which is refraining me from doing alot of things.. its like cause of it i totalli couldnt perform during IPPT which everyone including the sergeants and my PC was expecting a silver from me luhh.. i landed up falling out cause of the pain.. the feeling sucks even more when some irritaing person come to u and went "How slow did u run sia.." which totalli pissed me off big time and i almost gave him a punch at the face man..

Other then tat i think everythin just turn out realli ok.. went to the docs yest and he told me tat my injury will take at least 3 weeks to recover.. gosh.. IM SERIOUSLY PRAYING HARD TAT IT WILL HEAL SOON.. Im playing a volleyball match on tues and e next IPPT is like bout 10 days away.. and i seriously need healing man.. if u r reading tis.. PLEASE PRAY FOR MY BACK YAR.. THANKS IN ADVANCE!!

Oh yes did i say everytime i see this person, im still amused by what this person said to some other peeps.. fancy telling ppl tat i think he rocks all tat for goodness sake.. y would i sae tat when im obviously NOT close to him or something or even talk to him now.. GOSH!

2010-09-05T01:02:00.002+08:00

I guess the whole week was just CRAP like seriously.. things just happened.. and everyone's morale just got beaten flat..

what else can u sae when u tried telling someone bout how u felt bout somethings but landed up someone throwing temper at u for no reason and it became your fault for no reason,e whole platoon got scolded for no reason, whole company getting turned out cause of some ppl, have to keep awake for everything ends at 10pm at nite *we wake up at about 515am everyday anyway* and have half an hour for 60 ppl to bath, ppl getting charged, having more den half the company getting confined till sat, having to be thrown on the floor cause someone was just too engrossed in acting and hurt my stupid back once again *it wasnt intentional anyway*, someone getting confined cause of me which cause a whole lot of ppl being super pissed with me,the guilt for causing someone to be confined, getting to noe the previous IPPT wasnt counted when i freaking got a silver, and the next one is this wed and now my back hurts and i need to recover in time to perform..

ok i shant say any more lar.. basicalli the whole week just felt like crap.. im gonna stand strong, lifting everything up to God, Trusting him no matter what, asking wisdom from him to sort out some stuffs, and i noe i will emerge stronger den before and i will learn to lean on him even more den before.. but sometimes its just hard to put a smile on e face but i will still do it, its hard to make myself serve and help others but i will make myself do it.. AND IM NOT GONNA BE BEATEN SOO EASILY..

2010-09-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

=) quite addicted to this song actualli..

妳曾說不想有天讓我知道
妳對他　有那麼好
妳說會懂我的失落
不是靠寬容就能夠解脫

我以為我出現的時候剛好
妳和他　正說要分開
我以為妳　己對他不再期待
不縱容他　再給妳傷害

我以為我的溫柔
能給妳整個宇宙
我以為我能全力
填滿妳感情的缺口
專心陪在妳左右
彌補他一切的錯
也許我太過天真
以為奇蹟會發生

他讓妳紅了眼眶
妳卻還笑著原諒
原來妳早就想好
妳要留在誰的身旁
我以為我夠堅強
卻一天天的失望
少給我一點希望
希望就不是奢望

我以為終究妳會慢慢明白
他的心已不在妳身上
我的關心妳依然無動於衷
我的以為只是我以為

2010-08-28T11:42:00.003+08:00

I seriously think that im soo lack of slp to the point that my body is seriously breaking down on me.. how great it is to wake up feeling a lil sick with slight fever on a sat morn.. and e prob is i was still alright last nite.. and happily ate soo much..

its been an realli awesome week i sld realli say.. cause its SHORT.. i mean i have one day lesser in camp larr.. soo booked in on monday nite to prepare for SIT TEST.. and it was outfield again for SIT test.. It was realli erm slack.. 1st day was just doing the 12km route march, thank God i managed to finish it with the stupid slight pain on the back.. and they went through some things tat we are required to know and fulls stop the day ended.. hahaha..

Day 2 we did a 4km fast march and den SIT test started.. it was fun on that day.. the external officer who took us was realli nice all tat.. and looking at other details did all the drills like leopard crawl and all the contacted stuffs were realli funnie cause mine didnt do anythin at all.. we were realli slack and our walk is literalli strolling and double up is literalli walk normalli.. and all i did is to talk and talk and talk and talk and basicalli nothing else..

Day 3 2km fast march and sit test.. i was realli getting a lil bored with the test.. its literalli doing the same thin over again.. got a lil restless cause i didnt realli slp that 2 nites cause of SOMEONE snoring soooo loudly beside me..

and finalli its back at camp.. it totalli feels great man.. and ippt yest.. the motivation came from NOT wanting to have remedial trainings from next sat onwards for those who fail the IPPT and not wanting to get into OCS.. ahhahaha.. its like officers said they will try to push for earlier book outs on friday.. so imagine how boring can it get if ppl book out lets say at 4pm on friday and u have to wait till sat noon den can book out.. So i literalli prayed super hard tat i will pass the ippt.. and THANK GOD for his grace man..

it started off with SBJ..the station which i totalli have no confidence in and was telling God tat he realli need to help me man if not ar i can just nua throughout the IPPT already.. and i got a silver straight for that station.. next stations were chin ups, shuttle run and sit ups i literalli got silver and gold results.. by this time i realli felt the cramps on my leg coming and the back was hurting a lil.. so i prayed again and told God no matter wad im just gonna run man.. and i just ran with the pain tat came halfway through.. and i manage to run 10 mins plus with the pain.. WHAHAHAHA.. realli thank God for his strength man.. without him i wouldnt have gotten that silver man..

Cut the long story short someone literalli pissed me off for the rest of the day in camp.. went for CG to seek God.. hahah.. marks my week and NO MORE HIGH KEYS.. HURRAYYY..

*some updates*

2010-08-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

booking in on friday was super cool.. hahaha.. cause i was waiting for the ferry to book in again to book out with the company on sat.. so i met the sergeant major at the ferry terminal.. the first thought is shuts of all ppl my sergeant major.. and he totalli regconise me larr..

so i was a little ok maybe not a little but totalli nervous.. after all wad else to u expect a recruit to feel talking to his sergeant major one to one for the first time.. hahaa.. we had a 45 mins talk, i totalli learnt alot from him.. like seeing things from another point of view all tat to some things that dey do.. and it made me realised tat we realli mistook him for some stuffs.. and he totalli gained alot of my respect man.. he bought me a drink and ya knowing tat i had back pain so when we reached tekong he offered to send me back to coy line although he was going back to the range site to look for the rest there who were getting their marksman..

yest was booking out day aft 2 whole weeks.. did alot of things yest and by dinner i was totalli worn out after the 1hr 45 mins of slp in 2 nites.. and i totalli went on a shopping spree and spent like alot man.. shuts i have to control myself..

okayy luh im stopping here and blog again.. =)

2010-08-20T09:18:00.002+08:00

its totalli lepak session now waiting for book out to see the specialist later.. hahaha...

we had our marksmanship yest and it was seriously super demoralising for me luhh.. i shall cut the long story short. my stupid rifle literalli IA all the way for the first test and den using other ppls rifle to shoot was still ok till the night shoot man.. it was super crasy.. the 1st one we shoot was the 100m range and the target board at my lane was so faint tat we can barely see with both our eyes needless to say using the scope..
den e 2nd time we shot was the 50m range was ok till we were suppose to use the laser to help us aim and my friends rifle literalli saboed me and i had to reshot another time luhh..

soo we ended everythin at 1230 and back at coy line at 1245am.. how great larr.. aft cleaning up all tat its like 2 plus already and we had to wake up at like 4 plus soo i thought theres no point for me to slp already soo i played games all tat till almost 4am and woke up at 430am.. HOW COOL.. everyone was like u are seriously out of ur mind lar..

went for breakfast this morning and came back to slp now lepak.. later still need to book in aft specialist appointment.. to have admin time slp here and book out at 0730 tml morning.. super stupid larr..

Alrights im gonna slp already.. ciaos..

2010-08-15T10:18:00.002+08:00

I am finalli back with lots of acnes(ok maybe not tat much) on my face, Heat rash on my back, one big blister on each small toe, 3 super big blue blacks, one super gross abration on my waste.. and one super bad back pain.. and i totalli lost like hell lots of weight..

i finalli understood why all my frens tell me about eating biscuits and drinking water at fieldcamp every meal luh.. cause the combat ration was super gross.. but still other than that everything was just quite fun luh.. it makes me realli appreciate alot of things much better.. the cook house food taste like heaven.. i think if i eat the food outside it would be much better larr.. hahaha..

ohh did i sae i did the 8km route march with FULL BATTLE ORDER.. with like 10 over kgs on me. of course i almost died cause of the heat and the back pain tat i got to walk like way slower den others and put down my field pack for a few times cause of the stupid back pain.. and e officer was trying to push me to go further which i was totalli trying, and this sergeant got so pissed off tat he scolded me for putting down my field pack soo mani times.. and i literalli went "oh i have spine probs and im waiting to see the specialist. wads more im expreiencing back pains now. so if im paralysed are u gonna ans to my parents and look aft me for the rest of my life?" the officer burst into laughter instantly and the sergeant just gave the face and didnt dare to say anything more man..

but generalli it was ok larr.. and its actualli not soo tiring aft all although i keep waking up at nite.. hahaha..

ciaos im gonna wash clothes now.. lots of clothes to wash!

2010-08-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

listening to our cross cd.. it brought back alot of memories.. and i seriously meant lots of it.. literalli those days where i was way younger.. hahhaa..

this week wasnt realli tat fantastic.. realli thank God for his strength tat i survived through this week.. ippt on wed was realli screwed up.. and i was totalli super disappointed with the results.. like cause of e pain in my back i couldnt run and run properly.. and e results was like crap seriously.. way worst den how i fare 1 month plus ago.. was super demoralised all tat larr.. thank God for e different ppl who were dere for me larr..

e rest of wed thurs and fri was seriously preparing for field camp next tues to sunday.. throwing of dummy grenade and real grenade.. it was totalli cool luhh..

went to e docs today to get medication and asked bout the back pain and she literalli went oh its normal since ur spine is crooked.. and i almost wana kick her at the face.. den was like qi dao yao si los.. tat i totalli forgoteen about asking for mc larr.. gonna go mo before field camp on tues man.. was asked to get the status man..

meanwhile im gonna continue installing the aps into my itouch.. update soon man

2010-08-03T15:39:00.002+08:00

I HAVE NO MORE STATUS!! HURRRAYY!! oh anyway my back is all better already.. and im back exercising already.. although i slip and fell again at indoor stadium that got me limping.. hahhaa.. i have been falling down alot recently.. gosh..

Oh lets start blogging about what happen last thurs nite.. cause of me wanting to be nice.. wanted to wait till 12mn to wish a good fren happy birthday.. since lights out is at 2230.. i went up to a bunk mates bed lie dere and talk.. and by 11pm 3 officers came into my bunk.. and one of them went laughing at us and it landed up that 3 of them thought that we are gays.. and by the next morning the whole platoon knows already and by lunch almost the whole company got to know about it man.. *FAINT*

Army till now is still okay.. except the part where we got ourselves super dirty doing the IFC things... and acnes came out after washing the camo cream off.. my goodness... and i totalli forgot wad i wan to write already.. blog again.. ciaos.. =)

2010-07-28T14:35:00.002+08:00

Lifes getting a lil boring with status man.. im excused from most of the PT for the 2nd week.. SIGH...

a miracle happened on sunday cause i was telling someone that i sld realli talk things out with tat person on monday but when i book in he approached me and talk.. and i was totalli taken aback by it.. HAHA.. things are settled and everyones happy with the things.. HAHA.. well that still doesnt stop me from going to other platoon to play.. HAHAHA..

oh if u are wondering y im blogging now.. NS literalli gave us a net book to use luh with internet access.. thats y im here.. cause today is a totalli slack day for everyone.. hahaa.. waking up at 4 plus in e morning feeling super tired cause i literalli slept at 12 plus last nite, went for breakfast and den IPPT for everyone except me.. ok some other ppl too.. and all i did was to talk and talk and talk to different ppl.. ahahaha.. and den its back to bunk to slack and read up on Field Craft for that 2 hrs.. lunch and den another 3 whole hours of reading up on field craft and slacking... and they have IPPT Skill training at bout 3 or so.. and i will slack again cause im excused from it.. HAHA.. its quite boring to sit there and see them do the different things.. thankfulli i brought in magazines and books to read man.. if not i think u will see webs growing on me already..

i need to get my bones moving sooon man.. HAHA

2010-07-25T17:06:00.003+08:00

I realli sld thank God for Pastor Tans msg tat came soooooo timely.. it just literalli blew me away man.. like the things that im going through.. the msg realli got me thinking and got me reflect on myself man.. to tell u the truth, everything tat happened since last friday sort of affected me BIG TIME.. feeling a lil lost, not noeing wad to do next.. to make it worst, someone just added on to some stuffs..

It sort of got me into thinking more when ppl start to comment tat im starting to be quite tense up by little little things..i think its realli time to set my life right and be even closer to God man.. after all i canot depend on my own strength but his.. truely i need his wisdom to deal with that friendship of mine tat realli mean sooo much to me and that back of mine..

soo if u soo happen to see this post.. PLEASE KEEP ME IN PRAYERS YA.. TAT MY BACK WILL BE OK, EVEN WHEN I WALK OR DOING EXERCISE DERE WONT BE PAIN.. and everything will work out just fine.. =) THANKS GUYS..

AND I PROMISE I WILL NEVER EVER WAKE UP AT 940am FOR 10am Service again.. i have no idea how on earth did i even over sleep man..

2010-07-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

I am officialli super duper tired man.. i hav no idea y im so tired also cause ar im literalli on STATUS this whole week.. which mean deres no PT for me e whole week..

how boring can it get when i literalli sit dere lookin at ppl doing PT all tat.. of course i did some push ups with em.. and when it comes to volleyball... I WILL BE ALRIGHT FOR THAT 2 hrs.. which realli got someone sooooo concern tat we literalli "quarrelled" again.. tat caused me to be soo turned off by the things tat i didnt wan to stay in e bunk soooo im always running up to other platoons to look for friends to talk and play.. hahhaa.. hahaha.. i think e onli times tat i actualli hang ard the bunk is when im soo tired tat i wana sleep, maybe 15mins before lights out, or when i simply have no time to run about.. hahahhaa

im still having backache thou.. dere will be pain even when i walk.. gosh.. praying hard i will be ok man.. =)

2010-07-17T16:20:00.000+08:00

I shall do a quick post today...

It's not exactly a very fantastic week this week... Training was really ok till e achin of the lower part of the back came in..
Seriously all I wanted was just do e trainins, fighting along with the whole company and e peeps.. Just wanted to exercise all that till the point that everyone in e bunk is askin me to fall out..haha.. It sounds crazy but all I wanted is just to exercise and train myself lo.. Den it sort of got so bad that someone just lose his temper at me cause he cares and I lost mine cause I was realli ok and wanted to just carry on.. I do appreciate the friends that cares so much especially that one who lost his temper.. Haha.. And we literally ignore each other till now to cool.. Of course I did text him to apologise as well.. E worst thin came in when I decide to go see e doc at NUH.. It was a 4 hours stay in e hospital.. And e very first thought that came to me is why now den tell me that I have bended spine.. I seriously didn't think I needed the status, the rest for one week.. I realli wan to get into ocs, and I don't wana down pes or wadever is there's a need.. Haha.. I was realli at a lost for a lil while and thought to myself.. So wads next? Was refered to the spine specialist.. Of couse now reality has already sunk in.. Told my parents bout it..

And now I believe that I'm gonna be totalli fine and well.. Gonna speak into the 4th dimension man.. So if u so happen to see this post.. Please pray for me man.. Haha.. I have e faith that I will be well.. After all I'm not gonna be beaten so easily.. :D

2010-07-04T17:49:00.002+08:00

im gonna blog again! I totalli dislike the feeling of having a veri bad cough and its causing me to lose my voice! gosh.. e sole survivor in e bunk finalli caught the cough bug already! goshh..

Totalli screwed up my IPPT yet again... but on e bright side.. I did way better den e other way round luhh.. lets talk bout shuttle run first.. I COULD HAVE GOTTEN TAT 5 Points instead of 4 luh! super irritatin.. the first time i ran was 10.4 sec cause someone suddenly OI at someone and i turn ard and look which totalli slow myself down.. e 2nd time i ran was 10.2 sec cause OC suddenly just went CLOSE YOUR MOUTH! and i slow down a lil cause i laughed.. it could have been like less den 10 sec larr.. i shant talk bout the pull ups which i did 4 and the sergeant wrote 2 and the stupid standing board jump which i could have passed it but i landed wrongly and fell.. on e side note.. i did 50 sit ups and even had time to rest and 2.4 run was almost 3 mins faster then the last time.. hahahaa..

ok im gonna get changed and meet the bunk mates for dinner and book in!

2010-06-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

Im out again.. HAHA..

Well i seriously think Singapore is too small to be true larr.. its just merely 2.5 weeks into camp and i realised tat there soo mani links between my frens and the guys in e company.. hahahaha.. For example, one of the zone helper is my buddy's poly mate.. another guys girlfren is my project mate in poly.. my sec school classmate is this other guys ex class mate and this 2 other fren are classmates of this other fren..

And seriously how small can the world get man.. blahh.. i seriously have nothin else to write man.. hahaha.. i need to have a greater capacity and learn how to love more man!! i shall not talk bout some stuffs here! =) SINGAPORE DISCOVERY CENTRE TML!

2010-06-19T12:49:00.003+08:00

Im totally back without my hair.. -.-!

if u are wondering hows life in tekong.. its totalli a good experience and its seriously fun to the max man.. how cool can everythin get when u have a buddy who is born on e same year same month same day as u.. fell sick together on the same day as u.. as stubborn and as lame as u.. how nice to have a buddy who always watch out for me, always disturbing me to keep me entertained, always being there to help me do literalli EVERYTHING and it includes on polishing my boots, folding my sleeves of the uniform.. making me feel like a king man.. LOL.. how great can it get to have all the wuliao ppl come together and talk bout wuliao stuffs together.. how awesome issit to have 2 other children church workers tat are 2 platoons away, another harvester tat is 3 platoon away, and another harvester tat is in e next bunk and a few more irregulars.. all in e same company and knowing other harvesters in different companies.. how awesome can it get when all u think of is to exercise, do nothing else and count down everyday and its totalli stress free! hahahaa.. its totalli like chalet luh.. except the part where the food is super GROSS.. i tot tat my Dogs eat better food den e food in there.. and the make u look realli dumb.. like seriously..

i realli think im realli very blessed and well love by alot of ppl.. haha.. and i have realli made alot alot alot of frens like in e platoon and company.. hahahahah.. AND realli thank God for his strength and grace..

2010-06-02T22:47:00.005+08:00

Time realli flies.. even faster den i thought.. AC Passed, Graduation ceremony ended and im actualli enlisting tml.. gosh.. Realli Thank God for placing friends ard me tat loves me soo much.. and realli appreciate ppl like my family who constantly showing me love.. SY zone, for the sat 10-12 peeps, Singapore Tech Electronics Peeps, CG, and alot alot alot alot alot alot more for realli showing me sooooo much love with the gifts, for making the effort to meet me up for lunch and dinner, for all the smses and calls and all the encouragements and like sharing alot of things about army with me.. IM REALLI VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY TOUCHED.. AND YOU GUYS TOUCHED ME DEEP DEEP.. LOVE U GUYS LOTS

Graduate Lo
With my Mum.. =)
=)
Wesley! =)
Samuel! =)
Gals in e zone!
10-12 peeps.. =)

2010-05-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

Time simply flies and ya im enlisting in 8 days time.. gosh.. i haven even start packing or bought anything tat i need yet..

How am i feeling right now? eer all im thinking about is the handovers and AC.. hahaha.. so haven realli feel anythin much as yet..

I totalli have no idea what else can i blog about as of now.. HAHA.. i suppose my life have been rather boring lately... except meeting up with frens all tat.. HAHA.. and im totalli gonna miss all the kids in 10-12.. HAHA

2010-05-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

Life is seriously been very very BORING.. cant be any worst than that.. hahaha..

I have been realli watching dramas after dramas, trying to "ENJOY" life as much as i can.. but it feels seriously very aimless.. i just watch shows after shows, meet up with different ppl..

still watching 下一站，幸福.. I know im a lil slow in all this kind of shows.. cause i nv had the time to realli sit down and watch all this kinds of shows.. HAHA.. but now i have soo much time tat i duno wat to do with it.. prob will watch 愛就宅一起, 就想賴著妳, 海派甜心 and 败犬女王.. HAHA.. prob will finish all this shows before i get into NS..

=)

2010-05-03T00:52:00.003+08:00

alright Im not going to look for a job anymore.. or rather i have stopped looking for one since a week ago..

Reality has set in and it took me afew days to face that reality tat im getting enlisted in a month time.. Shock was the first thing and mixed feeling was the second.. nv expected to be so early luhh..

soo now realli gotta do some handover of different things.. get myself ready.. HAHA..

i totalli miss working with the 3 of them man.. hahaha

2010-04-23T14:15:00.002+08:00

have been going interview after interviews but still... I AM NOT EMPLOYED YET.. sighh.. but still i believe tat the right one will come.. Hahaha.. although the feeling of being broke is NOT good..

AND the recruit express guy is seriously getting onto my nerve.. can u believe tat just in an hour of evening prayer meet yest.. HE ACTUALLI GAVE ME 40 MISSED CALLS!?! like seriously im not joking.. he gave me 4 and i got soo irritated by the vibration so i offed it.. but when i on my fone.. it got hanged and i received like 5 smses from the same place telling me dey tried calling me so and so times when im not available.. GOSH.. and the person called again this morning and went oh i was the one who gave u tat few miss calls.. and i almost screamed at him.. im seriously super irritated by e number of calls he is giving me and till now deres onli ONE pathetic interview from an MLM company.. *roll eyes*

ok i have done enough of complaining.. am gonna find something else to do now.. HAHA

my chiang mai trip eer in 2006.. =)

2010-04-19T01:35:00.003+08:00

I've realised tat i haven been faithfulli updating my blog.. HAHA.. too "BUSY" nuaing seriously.. gosh something need to be done QUICK!!

Life have been B-O-R-I-N-G.. like seriously.. all i do everyday is to EAT, SLP, PLAY everyday excluding the times when i was serving all tat luhh.. enough of nuaing already.. its no good to nua too long and im losing the momentum.. HAHA..

to spice up my life a lil... I have decided and VERY determine to take my BASIC THEORY TEST in like a few hours time luhh.. can u even believe tat after soo many attempts of booking the thing and wana take it.. I HAVE NEVER WENT TO TAKE IT ONCE.. cause im always caught up with things.. hahaa.. BUT after reading it once, i concluded tat most of the things inside are quite eer DUMB and i suppose i have forgotten 70% of wad i read.. LOL

and i suppose im off to bed like NOW.. cause its getting super EARLY NOW.. and im tired.. =)

RANDOM PHOTO POSTING.. tat was taken eer at least 3 to 4 years ago..

2010-04-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

BIG DAY IS FINALLI OVER.. hurray!! been soo busy with visitation, saturations, outreaches and alot alot alot alot alot of things..

life cant get anymore exciting man.. i ended friday with a cool and sexy AH-DU voice.. and it eventualli got worst by sat nite.. led games without a mic with tat sexy voice is seriously a killer.. i tried veri hard to project my voice.. haa..

and by sunday nite.. i think my phone overworked and eventualli 2 buttons stop responding.. so im trying to save as many things as possible now and im using my spare phone now.. haa.. soo im gona start working and saving up to get a new fone. haaha..

to me this big day is realli veri memorable.. cause i have never tried leading games, leading bus with a cool and sexy ah du voice, never ever tried standing in for someone bout 2 houes before i start serving.. and i am super duper proud of my kids who went all the way out to invite their friends to come.. ahhahaa.. and i guess the reason y im still in this ministry apart from God and frens, its realli the kids who make my day.. =) and im all geared up for AC!

2010-03-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

was out with some ppl last week.. and ya i think we came to the topic on school hols.. soo was saeing tat i have few things tat i wan to do before getting into NS.. apart from church, ministry, spending time with family and frens...

i wan to find a job, exercise, sun tann, improve my chinese and learn dancing or singing or maybe pick up another skill... before i get into NS

soo this fren of mine commented.. WOAH!! do soo mani things.. i doubt he is reading my blog.. But i seriously didnt think tats alot of things man... he probably was thinking that i am crasy or somethin cause i visit on wed and thurs nites, have cgm on fridays, serving whole day on sats and service on sunday. where do i find time for other things man..

was just thinking on the way home in e bus just now.. and ya i noe i always sae tat my ideal lifestyle will be nuaing at home every single day.. and all i do is to EAT, SLP, WATCH TV, SURF THE NET, SMS PPL.. but i dont mind having it once in a while but if i do it everyday, i would prob die of boredom.. or even i go out and play everyday.. i would feel that i would be wasting my life away when i could have used the time for something else.. hahaaha.. and i would like to move on in life man..

maybe u will think im a workaholic or something but i just like doing the things im doing and i probably dislike wasting my life away.. and dwelling in e same thing for the longest time..

2010-03-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

Actualli I dont know what to blog about..

Its almost mid of march already.. wad else can i sae but i've realised that im not getting any younger anymore.. although i noe im onli 21 but in terms of im already 21and stepped into adulthood already..and time is flying soo quickly.. and i must seriously cherish time man..

Have been doing soooo mani things ever since exams ended.. Serving, visiting, catching up with LOTS of ppl, catching up with my precious sleep... schedules are packed to the max till 2 weeks later? hahaha.. Visitations, cgm, meeting up with peeps, youth meeting, opm(s), outreaches and alot alot alot more.. hahaha.. lifes exciting or wad man..

Although i may grumble at times tat i wan time alone to nua but still i love my life lar.. and i did have time to nua at home in e afternoon...

and need to look for a proper job soon......... since its building fund...

okay im going off.. going to spend time with my heavenly dad and den spend time with my bed.. tmls gonna be a long day.. =)

2010-03-02T10:26:00.002+08:00

21 is e age where we step into adulthood.. i still feel rather normal just the fact tat in e midst of being soo busy.. im still enjoying my life..

and i have been realli playing since e day of my birthday.. after exams of course.. celebrating with various people.. and someone even commented tat my birthday is like chinese new year.. need to celebrate 15 days de.. so if lidat sae its onli 'chu wu' today larr.. soo u mean i still have to celebrate like 10 more days?? soooo troublesome arr.. hahaha.....
i will onli be free tml afternoon but intend to go do some exercise..

SERIOUSLY i feel realli touched by soo mani things.. from the birthday surprise from the bus, which realli took me by surprise.. to someone making kids in 10-12 sae happy birthday to me when im on stage.. to this boy who wanted to give me a present and asked how come nobody celebrate my birthday.. and of course the CG, the zone, peeps from the svc and different frens who celebrated for me and wished me all tat.. realli felt realli realli very touched.. *i didnt get molest larr.. nobody would wan a bamboo stick larr*

ok im gonna enjoy life and get ready for SENTOSA!! wahahaha

2010-02-24T16:46:00.002+08:00

gonna take a short break.. haha.. soo i still have a thousand and one pics tat are still in my fone yet to upload.. so since other ppl have uploaded the pics first.. i shall use it to blog.. hahaha..

i still have 2 more papers to go and i will wan to sae bye to NGEE ANN.. hahaa..

soo i came over this photo last week during chinese new year.. on FB.. and i literalli burst into laughter cause its the face of my sec sch principal! ahaha.. she left cause she got promoted to MOE thou.. Fairsians being Fairsians.. always coming out with such stuffs and forever being racist..
and of course we had this badminton challenge with the kids eer i think 2 or 3 weeks back and it was awesome luhh.. i actualli exercised!
and of course a simple outing with e "affliated" cg.. and yea tats e small grp i was in.. -.-..

and i have nothing more i want to blog.. im off to books!

2010-02-23T10:54:00.002+08:00

i exceptionally great idea came to me when i was studying for my paper later on just now..

Tat is after my final paper on my BIRTHDAY this FRIDAY... im gonna go home... take out all the notes and burn it all away before cg.. hahahhaa.. if u are thinking how can i burn rite.. well i have u noe those kind of containers where my parents burn the incense paper tat i can burn in! hahahhahaa.. and they would probably kill me..

ok im going back to books! =)

2010-02-20T02:21:00.002+08:00

ohh did i even blog bout it tat one of my fav DJ left 933fm? ahhahahhaa.

yea tats chen liyi... shes realli one DJ tat i listen to her programs since pri school larr..

and now shes gonna go Ngee Ann to teach.. how cool..

2010-02-20T00:40:00.003+08:00

Time for some update.. ok in a weeks time ya about 6 days time i will BE FREE.. hahaha.. and in about a months time i will be getting my results.. if i pass everythin and im gonna graduate.. haha

Some things i realli WANT to do aft i graduate are

-get my Butt moving and do some exercise before NS
-go Suntanning like nv before and get darker! LOL
-Get a job and start working for BF man.. and guess my parents will kill me if i dont work
-I SERIOUSLY NEED TO IMPROVE MY CHINESE
-maybe if i have the time and cash to spare i sld go learn singing or dancing! hahaaa

ok this are the onli things that are currently in my mind.. but as of now... I STILL HAVE 3 MORE PAPERS TO GO...

OHHHHHHH BEFORE I END.... AND IF U SOO HAPPEN TO SEE THIS.. ITS MY BIRTHDAY NEXT FRIDAY ON THE 26th of FEB(having my last paper.. -.-).. hahahaha.. AND I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE CASH and maybe vouchers.. hahaha.. soo if u see this u can give me a ~~pressie~~ CASH! =)..

Amei's concert

2010-02-20T00:29:00.003+08:00

A POST THAT I SLD HAVE LIKE UPDATED LIKE 3 WEEKS AGO.. but was too busy with soo many other stuff.. but still Amei's concert on 30th Jan was a blast larr.. e animation was awesome. i think i dont need to sae anything more and let the pics do the talking.. =)

2010-02-18T15:42:00.001+08:00

Exams starts tml and im onli 50% done studying! =)

sooo im gonna study now! =)

2010-02-01T11:06:00.002+08:00

okay time paased soo fast, i onli realised it like yest tat FEB starts today.. ok i still have 25 more days as someone who is STILL 20 YEARS OLD.. haha..

quick and short update before i go for my presentation ba. i am officialli a JOBLESS person now.. haha.. not gonna work anymore till eeer march! life was just realli challenging and exciting for me.. the things i do daily are like draining soo much of my energy.. i mean dere are just toooooo mani assignments and tests coming up.. it felt like i have nv felt soo tired in my whole life before that i literalli oversleep everyday.. and literalli miss ALL my morning classes last week.. awesome rite.. hahaha..

and AMEI concert was really timely so that i can put down everything.. and have a break for myself and chill at the concert.. i should sae the concert was awesome that everyone become high by her weird songs.. i mean the lyrics of some songs are weird.. like the starting of this i duno wad song is.."oh 愛情让我 feels so boring, 我开始愛上 Bowling......" can u imagine when i saw the lyrics i was like =.="

Vision sharing yest was eer awesome luhh.. and ya God is good.. =)

2010-01-20T15:16:00.002+08:00

I realised tat i need to sweep off the webs here already.. its starting to collect dust and spiders are making this place this home.. ok lar its onli a week luh..

life has been eeeerr very very very very BUSY... life everyday is like mad... things are like piling up waiting for me to do.. but i just dont have the time to do it. and when i have time, i will be soo drained..

i've realised that i haven been able to focus much.. doing everything feeling soo distracted.. having those kind of feeling tat all i wan to do is to lie on my bed sleep and sleep and watch tv and do nothing else..

currently im still looking for a day tat i can just nua, and maybe meet up with ppl for meals.. but as of now, i have realised tat i still haven found a day to miss school..

but there are still things tat i can be happy about or look forward to..
1)I found back a long lost fren ever since i've graduated from sec sch..
edwin! hahaa.. tot i sld post a pic also.. haven taken any photos recently thou....
2)A Mei's concerts is just next sat!
3)Im gonna finish my exams in 5 weeks time
4)Im gonna graduate and have an extremely long hols before NS
5)Im turning 21 in 5 weeks time, on e day i finish my last ppr!
6)Im gonna huat like crasy, in every area

2010-01-13T11:49:00.002+08:00

hmm I duno y, its just feels soo weird to be back in school.. just feels weird, and ya totalli can feel my sian-ness.. Retest is coming up on friday also man.. papers tat i expected to pass, i didnt and those i didnt expect to pass, i did.. -.-: how great man..

looking at the amount of things i have to do i totalli feel like just do nothing man.. but i know i cant.. soo gonna depend on God.. its just about 6 and half weeks to go and i will have my super long vacation before NS larr.. well tts something that i look forward to. =)

ok gonna go for lesson now. =)

2010-01-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

at the blink of an eye, i realised that its been 6 days since my grandmother passed away.. she has been here for almost 20 coming 21 years of my life.. it just kept ringing in my mind about how she went off, well tears just kept flowing when we saw her for the last time yest..

my parents and elder sis wont be home tonite, its the 7th day and according to what my parents says that my grandmother will be back, soo they are all at my uncle's place where my grandmother use to stay and to pay respect all tat.. i suppose im going down in e morning tml..

Anyway, realli appreciate those who smsed, called and even dropping by at the wake.. it realli made me feel very love..

2010-01-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

my 2010 wasnt awesome at all since it started.. sooo many things happened..

started off with 1st Jan by oversleeping for work... having that very side of the stall to be flooded big time and i had to clear up the mess...

my 2nd Jan was simply amusing.. it simply had a most unforgetable incident that i would nv forget.. that is having a big quarrel on e bus..

my 3rd Jan... i banged into the pillar SUPER HARD and i totalli had no reaction at all...

while i was making a comment to someone that my first 3 days things happen.. 4th Jan will be a good day rite... no things are gonna happen rite..

and 4th Jan at 630am in e morning i was woken up by my sis and was told that my grandmother passed away...
and have been at the wake since tat day.. and realli thank God for the various calls and smses from everyone and those who made effort to come down.. and during this wake it realli let e family see clearly how immature some ppl can get.. and yea i realli felt soooo LOVE by those who showed soo much concern..

tml will be the burial and i noe it wouldnt be easy and everyone will get all emotional.. gonna stay strong..=)

Thanks guys.. =)

2009-12-30T00:56:00.002+08:00

Here i am sitting here.. stuck with the Transport planning duno how to plan.. soo since im stuck.. i tot of blogging.. and this would probably be e last time im blogging this year.. i suppose i wont have any time to blog anyway..

Reflected upon what happened the past 12 months.. i must realli agree that when u hit the BIG 2.. time passes soo quickly.. Big things small things happened.. i guess if i name out the things tat happened i would nv finish blogging larr.. the happy the sad the angry the different different times..

still remember that BIG trouble i got into tat caused sleepless nites.. to pulling my own hair planning transport.. to seeing my helper rising up.. to seeing my grp grow.. to see my grandma being hospitalised.. to hearing the news about her condition.. to see e biggest cch big day went pass.. and the thanksgiving....

i can realli sae that i grew stronger aft all this things happenend.. and of course i noe i grew closer to God aft all this things happened..

and realli thank God for the different ppl that were there for me when i needed em most.. and thank God for his grace man.. if not for him i think i wouldnt be who i am today larr..

okok blogg soon........ shall think about transport stuff tml morning den.. ahhaha

2009-12-22T14:39:00.003+08:00

I realised i haven blogged for the longest time.. Have been realli busy with life.. with common tests, family, ministry, church, work, big day.....

and in e midst of my busy schedule... i was addicted to Lan Qiu Huo... ok initialli i tot it was a nice show.. with alot of funnie scenes and touching scenes.. but NOW.. i tot its rather dumb cause THE ENDING REALLI CANT MAKE IT.. its has such a stupid ending.. tat 2 or 3 mins spoiled my whole impression of that show.. -.-!! hahaa.. the ending is like NO ENDING AT ALL.. wonder y someone i heard about can watch like soo mani times man.. ahaha..

need to get myself down to orchard central now for some stuff and den its e first christmas wrap party! ahahaa..

update again! =)

2009-12-01T01:07:00.004+08:00

Dessert during work work has always been Ice cream, M&Ms or almond flakes.. so i tot its time for something new.. soooo i cut banana into wheels and pour hot fudge onto it and almond flakes.. woot.. its AWESOME! but totalli sinful! and i think im gonna land up sitting on the toilet bowl for hours cause of the number of bananas i ate today..

Oh heres dylan.. i must say he is really one really sweet boy tat always wanting to serve, VERY vain, and he never fails to make me laugh cause he thinks that everyones weird..

hospital again aft sch tml...

2009-11-30T12:38:00.002+08:00

Trying to blog with my iPod in school..

Where sld I start.. E past week seems literalli like me fallin into e valley from e peak.. I totalli have no idea how long I am able to stay strong.. Just felt so lost when I was told that my grandmother is send back to hospital. And lungs are down and cancer cells found.. Docs says that she don't have more then 3 months to live.. Till now I still haven found out how to react..

Went to visit her last thurs.. When I saw her, my heart broke seein her like this.. But what else can I do but to pray, stay strong and be there for e family rite.. Times when I feel like breakin down.. I always thank God that he is always there and he always encourages me in alot of ways..

Gonna jiayou and work hard for common test too.. Its not easy but God's grace is sufficient for me.. :D

2009-11-25T14:57:00.005+08:00

as promised.. i finalli found tat short like time for me to blog abit.. to update abit.. life couldnt be much worst with me staying up late just to rush my assignment e whole weekend aside from cg, serving, work, ministry and lots more.. and ya.. grandmother is back into hospital cause of lung infection. soo ya.. but till now i haven like found anytime to visit her as yet.. Oh GOD, i need more time and strength..

i totally feel the stress now.. juggling everything now.. and i haven found anytime to study YET.. and common test is like in a weeks time!! and im feeling realli tired..
managed to snap a pic of one of my dog doing something that she would do once every morning and once every nite. and she will start whining and asking ppl to carry her down.. -.-'
as usual.. dylan is still trying to snap a photo of me but he haven realli succeeded yet

Kids going for excursion eer 3 weeks ago?
while working last wed.. saw this weird looking barney and frens ride.. tot they look weird..

talk bout last weeks heavy rain rite.. this is one small thing the caused outside KAP.. flooded the whole road and cars breaking down in e middle of the road.. as u can see.. it literalli took me 2 hrs to get home!

and ya.. as promised.. pics.. hahaahaha... update soon ba.. =)

2009-11-20T12:17:00.002+08:00

i suppose i haven blogged for more den a week.. have been veri busy with life.. yea.. took on more responsibility. assignments are going to due soon.. commen test are like coming! hahaa.. i will not pray for more time cause its not realistic at all.. will ask God to expand my capacity den.. =)

will update again soon yarr.. pics to upload soon..

2009-11-11T15:21:00.002+08:00

you would have guess y on earth am i bloggin at this time of the day.. not cause i dont have lesson but im obviously having lessons now.. which i have completed wad i am suppose to do and im getting quite bored.. hahaha.. its practical anyway.. so as long as i finish it den its okay to do other stuffs... =)

life have been realli crasy since i last blogged.. dont even remember when was e last time i blogged.. ahhaa..

Some update den.. Grandmother is MUCH better le i guess. visited her last thurs and she looked better.. gonna visit her again tml..
school's side.. BORING.. common test is coming in like 3 and half weeks time.. can faint man..
Children church side.. HUAT AR.. realli thank God that ever since big day is over.. there were newcomers.. thank God.. break through in attendance also.. i dont even remember if W04 ever hit 54 for attendance for a regular weekend before.. but one thin i definitely noe is my grp has NEVER hit 51 for a regular weekend before.. hahhaa. =)

realli thank God for everything man..

thats all for now.. will try to remember to blog again soon! =)

2009-11-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

Week 2 of school is over.. and how time flies and school has started for 2 whole weeks already.. typical engineering lessons.. super uber boring... but reality has hit me on friday tat common test is in 5 weeks time..

and life still includes Church, Work, Hospital, meet-ups..

totalli know what to expect this coming week, and i guess it turns me off.. but life still have to go on.. still have to do what im suppose to do...

okay gonna sleep now.. its another week, a brand new day when i wake up...

2009-10-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

Life didnt get any more relax ever since big day ended... tot i could relax and meet up different peeps on the days tat i dun need to work on the last 2 weeks of hols.. but it of course didnt went according to what i planned..

of course i still had time on my side where i can play along..

but now its just the eer 2nd day of school and im already sitting here thinking how to squeeze out time for me to visit my grandmother as well.. but i guess everything will work out itself rite..

yea.. someone commented "wa u everyday lidat, rush here and dere.. go school den rush to hospital den rush here and dere not tired ar.."
of course im tired.. but what to do? my grandmother is hospitalised.. if i dont visit or my family dont visit den who visit.. right?? after all she is still my grandmother..

she is currently better and ICU already..still super weak, heartbeat is like eer jumping here and dere.. praying hard tat she will recover quickly.. soo if u are reading this u have no other choice but pray for her! hahaha..

as of now im still doing quite ok.. just tired.. but what other choices do i have but to depend on God rite..

2009-10-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

Turns off.....

2009-10-13T00:26:00.003+08:00

ok some photos update..

the rat i caught 2 weeks ago!
wad do u do when eer there are totalli no customers and u have nothing better to do? CAMWHORE OF COURSE!
kasey!
this was part of my super heavy lunch at 4pm last thurs.. haha
as u can see.. everyone was waiting for someone to finish his food.. haa

my new found friend during the matrimony
with zilei.. i tot she was fierce.. cause she was "pointing" her fork at me! ahhahaa

i dont understand y some ppl just keep calling me zhihao by mistake..and now tat someone claim that we are the banana brothers.. -.-.. rite xiuyuan?

2009-10-12T19:56:00.002+08:00

i guess life have been quite crasy at the later part of last week.. all started on thurs when my grandmother was sent to the hospital cause of low sugar level.. everythin seems ok and she was getting better till sat morning.. received a call from my parents tat she had problems breathing.. soo rushed down and reached almost 2.. she didnt seem alright at all.. bleeding in e intestine and ya something was to be for enoscopy like literalli immediately aft the the blood transfussion.. chances were 50-50 and didnt succeed cause it was bleeding like badly.. surgery was needed immediately..but the chances were maybe 30%? soo it was realli a battle.. thank God the OP was a success and was made to sit dere and stone for the next 2 hours.. and in e end didnt manage to see her all tat..
and fell to bed straight after i washed up all tat..
cabbed for service on sunday and visited her in e afternoon.. tubes in her mouth and nose..
headed home to wash up for XW and Waisum's matrimony..it was hilarious.. and i literalli made a ah beng fren! ahhahahaa..

went to visit my grandmother earlier on before tuition.. tubes tat were in her mouth were removed.. and she seems better... can even complain tat the nurse do this do tat to her.. ahhaaha.. but of course still not fulli well yet.. sld be gettin out of ICU tml..

So realli thank God for everythin.. hahaha.. and i suppose my tuition kid is rather sian now cause he didnt do work AGAIN.. soo i made him do everythin now before i start teaching.. hahhahahhaha..

Pics are coming up soon yarrr...

2009-10-12T19:51:00.001+08:00

tot i was quite true... im realli someone who realli dislike commitments..hahaha..
and ya always wanting to do wad i wan to do at the point of time..

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Commitment Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are.
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Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
Being Alone
Losing Someone
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2009-10-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

Part and parcel of life.. Praying hard that the op will be successful.....

2009-10-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

okay time to sweep off the dust and blog again.. haven realli had time to sit down and blog.. or i sld put it this way.. ever since big day is over.. i had eer monday and tues to slp and to recover from the super lack of slp.. hahaha..

hmm.. the whole big day season was seriously a challenge.. with different things that came to me which hit me.. it came in every area.. from the most wuliao thing to erm ya my grandmother landed up in hospital.. and of course some things tat realli turns me off.. which i dont understand y im still soooo cool about it..and i almost acted on impluse and did something..

seriously thank God for his strength and grace for every single thing.. it was hard but if its not cause of him i would probably gave up the fight halfway..

and im realli glad tat im part of history making.. bringing in the 11K.. =)

life has been good since big day was over.. literalli slpt the whole of monday and tues away.. besides the fact tat i was out at nite on both days.
Looking forward to the rest of this week with eer work, serve and alot more other things and next week for lots and lots and lots of meetups.. before i start school again on the 19th.. ahhahah.. ciaos!

2009-09-27T00:44:00.001+08:00

well done! look wad u have done?

2009-09-24T21:08:00.003+08:00

i noe i noe! i haven been blogging for the past 2 weeks.. have been realli very busy with so mani things.. SATURATING AND MORE SATURATING.. saturating from bukit batok to toa payoh to redhill to cantoment to chinatown to tanjong pagar to bishan to ubi to eunos... trusting the Lord for 80 kids for my grp 160 for bukit batok 788 for the zone and 10k for children church!

things happened and still standing strong.. did i even sae i dropped my fone in church at the first day of the party! thankfulli i found it back.. and now my grandmother is hospitalised cause she fell down at 5 plus in the morning! soo ya.. here i am blogging during tuition.. since e kid is doing his work.. im doing somthing real bad tat is blogging now.. if not when will i have the time to blog! haha.. ya anyway if u are seeing this.. please pray for me! =)

keith coast.. the specia guest for our big day.. and he is simply amazing!
this was wad he did! ahaha
to pamper ourselves both me and jingying went soup kitchen for lunch.
and judy gave us a treat at cafe cartel aft saturating at bishan!
watched the sunset at sentosa the last time i worked there..=)
issac! =)

2009-09-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

The whole day just seems awfully wrong today... i just dont noe wad else i cant sae.. its realli not monday blues.. but just doesnt feel right at all..

i started the day with erm ya waking up late.. i was suppose to be in the stall at 11am and i eventualli woke up at 1030am..
den i opened e stall and ya 1st customer was an ex manager from B&J.. and working at my attachment place now.. tats how i got to noe him better..
2nd customer... buy a scoop of ice cream and wanted to pay with credit.. and once i told him we dont accept credit below 20.. he just gave the shock face and told me tat i have no cash.. soo i have no idea y on earth did i feel so sian about the whole situation tat i just went ohh its on the house then.. just keep quiet about it..

so just felt super sian throughout the whole day.. even the tour guides were *i felt* acting very differently den usual.. and dey were exceptionalli quiet today..

and ya finalli it came to a point where this indian girl kept shouting at me when i was serving a customer.. and insisting that i serve her straight.. and it finalli triggered... so i literali just look at her and went if u wan ice cream, just queue up.. cant u see im attending to someone and im alone here..
so the girl just kept quiet for that 1 min and she started all over again.. and ya finalli the mum got soo irritated to the max and told her straight can u like shuddap for a moment.. cant u see he is scooping your ice cream now..
ok fast forward.. after eating her ice cream.. she went on AGAIN.. and piak.. she got slapped by her mum..
* how wonderful to have someone who didnt just step on my tail today but others too*

and fastforward.. ya before i closed the shop.. this woman came with a *i-never-seen-or-hear-before card asking for a free scoop of ice cream cause its her girls birthday today.. soo i just took the card and check it out.. soo apprently its issued by the company but its onli applicable for every other stalls under the company except sentosa.. so i explained to her tat its not applicable in sentosa.. soo she started complain and wad-so-ever.. tat i told her. tat i will check with my manager about it.. soo ya we decided to just give her the ice cream.. and she eventualli just went ok thanks but im gonna complain about this.. and i have no idea y i asked her straight if she wants the number or email to complain..

and ya after work was asked to meet for dinner.. and landed up.. sandy lin sang paper aeroplane too soon to be true..

the whole day just felt realli bad.. maybe its just me feeling realli tired and feeling weird..

ok on e other side.. Thank God that i managed to reached on time.. that on and off there were ppl there talkin to me.. that i managed to survive through another day alone at work.. Christopher came down to pei me for that 1 hr.. which obviously he was there for the ice cream.. but non the less he nv fails to make me laugh at him cause of the things he does.. meet up soon ya.. and ya the different ppl tat i called up to talk to aft work and of course comin to noe that one of my BS is attending my good frens cg now! haa.. ok time for bed.. tml will be a goood day!

2009-09-06T01:37:00.002+08:00

ok shall do a quick update while waiting for my fone to be charged and hair to dry..

have been rather busy.. and ya of course i sent my laptop for repair and dey refused to fix anything.. dey claim tat there are water stains and my reaction was how can dere be water stains when i NEVERED spilled water on it, except the fact that the dog peed on my bag with my laptop inside but the water cant possibly get into the laptop rite.. soo i concluded that i sld just get it back reformat it again.. and choose to believe tat my laptop is ok!

and today.. i came to realised that im becoming more and more famous.. i was walking to the bus bay after the service and there was this kid that i totalli have no idea who is she and she called out to me and said hi to me.. soo i stunned for a moment and said hi back because i have not spoke to her before or wad...
soo when i reached expo, soo there was this boy that came to me and said this, teacher i noe who are u.. soo i looked at him and went oh okayyyyy..

soo think that i need to tone down.. ahhaaha... and lower my profile... ahhahahhaa..
ok i better stop here before i continue writing all sorts of wuliao things.. gonna slp now..

2009-08-27T15:45:00.000+08:00

Have u wonder how it felt when u are alone with a colleague in e stall.. And ur colleague is gettin quite intimate with the boyfriend in front of u...

2009-08-22T01:06:00.004+08:00

im blogging again!! haha.. it felt like i haven been blogging for ages when i just posted a short one on tues!

life has been as busy as ever.. still getting used to not going to work at Singapore Tech..

the week started off with me jumping out of bed.. thinking to myself.. OH CRAP!! ITS 715am AND IM GONNA BE LATE FOR WORK CAUSE I NEED TO REACH YCK BY 830AM!! and onli realised tat i have ended my attachment like last friday when i rushed into the bath room to wash up! and soo i took my time to wash up and went to school to submit my report.. and went over to orchard central for a short training by janice cum work at the same time.. from 3-6pm i was at National library doing up my powerpoint slides, and meeting the zone peeps and sean to watch UP 3D. and reached home sneezing and throat started to feel abit sore..

tues.. went church office to help do mailing list and tuition at nite..
wed.. started off with presentation and it was totalli crap.. shant elaborate.. went home rest awhile and went for tuition.. ya i brought forward it to wed afternoon and aft tat visitation..

thurs.. im worked at sentosa with mel.. and sales was like BAD! and went KTV-ing with the whole bunch of ST peeps.. hahaha.. and i couldnt believe myself singing so much with SORE THROAT! and i will never try doing tat again! hahaa.. ok our next meet-up session would most prob be me going to YCK to meet u guys for lunch.. or meetup at ben and jerry's! ahhaha

and friday.. working with mel again.. and sales was like crap again.. and went for cg feeling sick.. and there were koreans coming to visit.. and ya i was surprised tat one of em dont just speak fluent english but fluent CHINESE TOO!! yup.. soo went to amk to take bus home.. and was waiting for the bus opposite the HUB.. and it just brought back the memories where most of us in the office would just have 2 hour lunch at amk.. talking about alot of things.. and walkin into different shops..and i realli miss having their presence every single day.. and of course the western food in S11, the food court, the hawker center at amk.. and i totalli miss Seletar garden's duck rich, the super gross chinese food in canteen, the ban mian all tat in tech point!!

okie i shall leave everything to pics now.. and its gonna be a long and busy weekend!

the crasy peeps in action!
dinner with 19 other peeps in the division last friday!
KTV-ing on thurs! haha
oh ya i met this person that slp till......
so aft tat the woman changed seats cause she was soo irritated.. the person continue slping like this.. salute her man!

2009-08-18T00:47:00.002+08:00

someone told me this.. wa u veri busy horr.. everyday got soo mani things to do.. wan meet u also soo hard..

didnt bother replying.. cause i seriously dont noe wad else can i sae.. yup i love wad im doing..just tot to myself when will e day come when i can just nua at home and do nothing.. and slack.. hahaa.. i always told myself tat im going to do it on this particular day.. but landed up things happens all tat and my face got to be shown.. hahaha..

just a tot.. and i think i seriously need to rest soon! =) blog again!!

2009-08-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Joshua!! Thanks for everything!!

2009-08-15T00:50:00.002+08:00

since its my blog i shall post photos and write as much as i wan to!! hahaha.. anyway pics for the dinner! =) more coming up when i get hold of it!..

i was made to take this photo about jiahao and lance....
my all time bestie in ST.. MALCOLM!!
Afraid tat reena's crab will fly!
us eating!
Sean saes tat i suppose to take a photo of the food..
Weiheng.. one of my closest fren in ST!
my other crasy supervisor.. reena!
the new staff tat joined us last week! JunJie!
as usual.. typical yuhao.. every morning my table would be in a mess!
my awesome supervisor.. HUANGMING!

2009-08-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

OK i officialli ended my last day of attachment with a dinner with 19 other of my colleagues at pariss in marina square..
hmm everyone asked me this question in office today.. soo how are u feeling?
soo my answer to em was eer mixture of feelings.. im certain tat im feeling abit YI YI BU SE.. hmm after all i have spend 23 weeks of my life in this company.. with the peeps.. i will definitely miss EVERYTHING about tat place.. hmm from the daily running after the bus, to waiting for lunch to come.. complaining about the canteen food.. deciding wad food to eat.. to suaning ppl.. the colleagues there were awesome.. to getting veri irritated with candy and her loud foot steps and talking to herself.. to Mr Goh forever talking to me non stop and i nv understood wad he was talking about.. and of course my wonderful supervisors..

i had this 2 things under my possesion for that 23 whole weeks!

huang ming and reena: i seriously thing both of u are the most awesome supervisors tat one person can have man!! always making sure im okay.. to having fun.. disturbing my name.. helping me with my work.. teaching me realli alot of stuffs.. i realli thank God tat im under both of u and not anyone else..

Sean: U joker!! forever showing soooo much concern with my love life.. ahaha.. asking if i made the move.. asking if i like who.. den giving me sooo mani advices about getting into a relationship.. hahaha.. y not u get one urself too!! hahahaha.. u are seriously one of the closest peeps tat i can find in the whole of ST!!

malcolm: my neighbour cum slacker!! hahaha.. thanks for helping me to do my work when i noe nuts about doing programming.. ahhaa.. u are seriously the king of programming in the department man.. although we have onli known each other for 4 whole months.. we are already acting like we have known each other for years!! thanks for lending me your ears every single day, listening to me talk about every single thing.. =)

WeiHeng: eh girl.. u are simply the best larr.. hahaha.. always coming to talk to me and ya inviting me to ur wedding dinner.. realli happy to get to noe u.. ya someone whom i can realli trust as a fren.. always there for me to talk to.. thanks for being such a great fren! =)

Jiahao: JIAHAO!! I WILL MISS U... although i sae i wont.. thanks soo much for everythin la.. without u ard ar.. i think dere wont be much fun during lunch time!! and all of us wont have a common topic to talk about.. cause we simply just love disturbing u!! ahhahahaha..

i noe i still have alot other peeps.. peeps like ken, hankiat, joseph, shirleen, alex, leon, and alot alot alot alot more.. i seriously think everyone are seriously awesome man.. and ya i will come by and look for u guys for lunch soon!! and remember our ben and jerrys date when and get my pay.. and our KTV date!! i will go and plan too!! hahaha..